1 Title: Doubts, Fears, Wishes, Trajectories; Or, Hormones Day 15X
4 Tags: HRT diary, not-a-transition
7 > Still, my relationships with women were decidedly odd. "What's it _like_ to have breasts?" I'd ask. "How does it _feel_?" It was a question women found baffling.
9 > "It doesn't feel like anything," one girl told me. "It feels like having an elbow, a nose, a toe. It just is." I couldn't believe she expected me to believe this. Of all the things I thought being female would feel like, _nothing_ wasn't an answer I had considered.
11 > —Jennifer Finney Boylan, _She's Not There: A Life in Two Genders_
13 It's _possible_ that this was a bad idea.
19 not a terribly practical body part
21 we'll see how I feel when my libido comes back
24 every year or so I go through a phrase
26 (any single cis women reading this, please email me)