X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?a=blobdiff_plain;f=content%2Fdrafts%2Fwellness-strategy-notes.md;fp=content%2Fdrafts%2Fwellness-strategy-notes.md;h=ecebf80bbb6d78382944b13b3a3eb9215558b6b5;hb=8b269c41e914d1919e122a1804a9d209a1ea8152;hp=0000000000000000000000000000000000000000;hpb=3de8400a2bec390fbd52fdb358c5b16d3565cbd2;p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git diff --git a/content/drafts/wellness-strategy-notes.md b/content/drafts/wellness-strategy-notes.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ecebf80 --- /dev/null +++ b/content/drafts/wellness-strategy-notes.md @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +Title: Wellness Strategy Notes, 15 January 2021 +Date: 2020-01-15 07:55 +Category: other +Tags: personal, madness, meta +Status: draft + +Okay, my gender-blogging schedule is probably being pushed forward (delayed) a bit, because my _first_ priority now is making sure I don't go crazy again. I'm optimistic, because I have _skills_ born of life experience. My 2013 sleep-deprivation-induced psychotic break and subsequent imprisonment ("hospitalization", whatever) [was](http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2013/03/actually-trying/) [_very_](http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2013/03/religious/) [bad](http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2013/03/childlike/), [and](http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2013/04/prodrome/) I was out of commission [for](http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2013/05/retirement/) [months](http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2013/05/relevance/) afterwards. + +My 2017 stress-and-sleep-deprivation-induced psychotic break and imprisonment [was](/2017/Mar/fresh-princess/) [also](/2017/Jun/memoirs-of-my-recent-madness-part-i-the-unanswerable-words/) very bad, but I was pretty lucid through a lot of it and bounced back quicker. My social performance in psych prison was a _lot_ better, precisely _because_ I was modeling it as a prison the second time around. (In contrast, when I started feeling crazy after missing that night of sleep in 2013, I _asked_ to go to the hospital! Imagine being that misinformed!) + +So if I'm having trouble sleeping lately, that's something I know to take seriously and \ No newline at end of file