X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?a=blobdiff_plain;f=notes%2Fmemoir-sections.md;h=9a9737ff30bd4f51a72c069804c702ed0ff90dea;hb=e4f60181a18b4f8155761020fcff7ed3799de752;hp=793c79fb49015e3c348f997436aa2a355e4bc67d;hpb=05198c698d3693c994460afb117a1bc042439916;p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git diff --git a/notes/memoir-sections.md b/notes/memoir-sections.md index 793c79f..9a9737f 100644 --- a/notes/memoir-sections.md +++ b/notes/memoir-sections.md @@ -1,8 +1,14 @@ marked TODO blocks— -- "Agreeing with Stalin" recap intro [pt. 5] +- Boston [pt. 5] +✓ I wish Richard Feynman was trans [pt. 2] - social justice and defying threats [pt. 5] -_ last email and not bothering him [pt. 5] -_ the Death With Dignity era [pt. 5] +- Jessica's experience at MIRI and CfAR [pt. 5] +_ last email and not bothering him [pt. 6] +_ autogenderphilia (in-line section) [pt. 4] +_ New York [pt. 6] +_ reaction to Ziz [pt. 4] +_ "Unnatural Categories Are Optimized for Deception" [pt. 4] +_ the Death With Dignity era [pt. 6] _ scuffle on "Yes Requires the Possibility" [pt. 4] _ confronting Olivia [pt. 2] _ "Lesswrong.com is dead to me" [pt. 4] @@ -18,18 +24,17 @@ _ December 2019 winter blogging vacation [pt. 4] _ plan to reach out to Rick [pt. 4] _ complicity and friendship [pt. 4] _ pandemic starts [pt. 4] -_ autogenderphilia is common [pt. 4] _ out of patience email [pt. 4] -_ "Unnatural Categories Are Optimized for Deception" [pt. 4] -_ recap of crimes, cont'd [pt. 5] -_ lead-in to Sept. 2021 Twitter altercation [pt. 5] -_ Jessica's experience at MIRI and CfAR [pt. 5] -_ regrets, wasted time, conclusion [pt. 5] -_ include Wilhelm "Gender Czar" conversation? [pt. 2] +_ the hill he wants to die on [pt. 6] +_ recap of crimes, cont'd [pt. 6] +_ lead-in to Sept. 2021 Twitter altercation [pt. 6] +_ regrets, wasted time, conclusion [pt. 6] not even blocked— _ Re: on legitimacy and the entrepreneur; or, continuing the attempt to spread my sociopathic awakening onto Scott [pt. 2 somewhere] _ running away to Burlingame; Hamilton tickets +_ "Even our pollution is beneficial" +_ include Wilhelm "Gender Czar" conversation? [pt. 2] bigger blocks— _ dath ilan and Eliezerfic fight @@ -38,7 +43,6 @@ _ Michael Vassar and the Theory of Optimal Gossip _ psychiatric disaster _ the story of my Feb. 2017 Facebook crusade [pt. 2] _ the story of my Feb./Apr. 2017 recent madness [pt. 2] -_ reaction to Ziz @@ -48,25 +52,23 @@ New (bad) time estimate: = 29.5 workdays × 7 sidereal days / 6 workdays = 34.4 sidereal days = gapless draft on 17 February?? +Less delusionally optimistic time estimate— +32 TODO block × 1/workday = 32 days +7 bigger blocks × workday/4 = 28 days += 60 workdays × 7 sidereal days / 5 workdays = 84 sidereal days += gapless draft on 18 April??? + it was actually "wander onto the AGI mailing list wanting to build a really big semantic net" (https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/9HGR5qatMGoz4GhKj/above-average-ai-scientists) With internet available— -✓ tag about not everyone having to be a Keeper just for the world to survive -✓ higher levels of coordination AMA -✓ "wakes up in the world" link to _isekai_ -✓ "hurting people is wrong" and "for no laid course prepare" -✓ "Human Evil and Muddled Thinking" -✓ my "swimming to shore" comment -✓ Jessica's memoirs -✓ the recent MIRI dialogues -✓ "war criminal defense" dunk -- Sequences post making fun of "just make a really big neural net" -✓ DeepMind June 2022 Twitter archive? -✓ January 2021 Capitol riot -✓ No Fire Alarm - +_ Whining-Based Communities +_ Feynman strip club anecdote?? And reference in "In the Ruins" +_ When did I buy the Susan Pinker book? Probably 2008 (confirm date of "Those are magnets") +_ Ione "good things don't cancel out bad things" +_ escort photo comment +_ love to know some positive integer number of plans _ "not hard to find": link to more /r/itsafetish-like anecdotes _ compile ancillary KP doctor's notes page and linky _ go back and read all the masochism tags: https://www.glowfic.com/replies/search?board_id=&author_id=366&template_id=&character_id=&subj_content=masochism&sort=created_old&condensed=on&commit=Search @@ -90,6 +92,7 @@ _ Anna's claim that Scott was a target specifically because he was good, my coun _ Yudkowsky's LW moderation policy far editing tier— +_ incoprorate "downvote Eliezer in their head" remark from Jessica's memoir _ explain the "if the world were at stake" Sword of Good reference better _ D. also acknowledged AGP _ "no one else would have spoken" should have been a call-to-action to read more widely @@ -160,6 +163,8 @@ _ Vassar's about-face on gender _ better introduction of S.K. _ risk of people bouncing off progressivism _ an AGP teen boy could at least consent to transition, and make plans based on knowing what the thing is (you'd actually want to go through a little bit of male puberty) +_ better explanation of Scott's jailbreaking accusation against Vassar +_ archive.is karma history for Jessica's post _ "tossed in a bucket" is ignoring advice from Sept. 2022 clarification to be clear about the type distinction _ explicitly explain "Hill of Validity" title inversion _ figure out full timeline of which of my Less Wrong posts to mention @@ -169,6 +174,7 @@ _ less afraid of hurting O. _ secret posse member pointing out that it worked better because it was Oli _ update "karma at press time" _ better explain "lie inflation" ambiguity +_ Facing Reality _ backlink condemning Emperor Norton Conspiracy _ backlink AGP in women post (time permitting) in pt. 2 "don't think it's the same thing" _ backlink "I've decided to drop the pseudonym" to pen name drop post @@ -176,6 +182,7 @@ _ backlink (/2022/TODO/blanchards-dangerous-idea-and-the-plight-of-the-lucid-cro _ backlink "I again refer to" Happy Price _ backlink "(again) whether he accepted the Cheerful Price" _ backlink "alter the beacon" +_ backlink only seen an escort once before (#confided-to-wilhelm) terms to explain on first mention— _ Valinor @@ -198,6 +205,7 @@ _ Katie (pseudonym choice) _ Alicorn: about privacy, and for Melkor Glowfic reference link _ hostile prereader (April, J. Beshir, Swimmer, someone else from Alicorner #drama) _ Kelsey (briefly) +_ NRx Twitter bro _ maybe SK (briefly about his name)? (the memoir might have the opposite problem (too long) from my hostile-shorthand Twitter snipes) marketing— @@ -2081,3 +2089,23 @@ https://www.glowfic.com/replies/1897710#reply-1897710 https://www.glowfic.com/replies/1735044#reply-1735044 > my suspicion is that not many sadists in dath ilan know what they are and Civilization tries to prevent us from finding out, because dath ilan does not have masochists. + +https://www.truthdig.com/dig/nick-bostrom-longtermism-and-the-eternal-return-of-eugenics/ + +https://graymirror.substack.com/p/the-boomer-map +> The lower class _wants_ an upper class it can genuinely look up to. The feeling that Harvard has gone insane is like realizing that Mom and Dad are both on heroin. + +25 January 2022: I hesitated for a long time before leaving a comment about Cicero on the Alexander/Yudkowsky dialogue, shows I'm still culty (calculating whether I'm allowed to speak on a post he coauthored; I linked "EA should blurt") + +J.D.P. on rationalism's failure +https://extropian.net/notice/ARvZ3pimn8JQIe4yGG + +In one of my notebooks from 2008, I had written, "" + +Friend of the blog Ninety-Three— +> It's like admiring a society that solves crime by having secret police shoot all bad people in the head. What the fuck!? I suddenly have empathy for the experience of seeing your cult defiled. If I got Isekaied onto dath ilan I would _become a terrorist_. + +(Terrorism wouldn't work) + +Sep 27 text to "Chaya"— +In theory, the bad influence could go both ways: first, successful playdate, then I mention to A. afterwards (not before) that C. is actually a boy and I think it's crazy everyone is pretending otherwise (which remark is out of their censorship jurisdiction); then if C. wants a repeat with new friend (far from guaranteed, but plausible), it's not your fault if A. leaks information of her own will ...