X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?a=blobdiff_plain;f=notes%2Fmemoir-sections.md;h=ba4ba8acfaa04746431769aae869539499a782f4;hb=15ef16306310e34dd3700b0ac5449333684a5d37;hp=570413e8d6d70d099b7ea07db07fd556d3bc4b24;hpb=92612dc1fce3f8224188fb67bc97d941b356d742;p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git diff --git a/notes/memoir-sections.md b/notes/memoir-sections.md index 570413e..ba4ba8a 100644 --- a/notes/memoir-sections.md +++ b/notes/memoir-sections.md @@ -1,50 +1,37 @@ -marked TODO - -_ Eliezerfic fight conclusion [pt. 7] -_ Michael Vassar and the Theory of Optimal Gossip [pt. 4] - -_ psych ward [pt. 2] - -- regrets, wasted time, conclusion [pt. 7] - -- December 2019 winter blogging vacation [pt. 4] -_ plan to reach out to Rick [pt. 4] - -_ Somni [pt. 4] -_ reaction to Ziz [pt. 4] -_ State of Steven [pt. 4] -_ culture off the rails; my warning points to Vaniver [pt. 4] -_ complicity and friendship [pt. 4] -_ out of patience email [pt. 4] -_ the hill he wants to die on [pt. 6?] -_ recap of crimes, cont'd [pt. 5] -_ lead-in to Sept. 2021 Twitter altercation [pt. 6] -_ Dolphin War finish [pt. 6] +unmarked TODO + +- Eliezerfic fight conclusion +- December 2019 winter blogging vacation +_ Somni +_ Michael Vassar and the Theory of Optimal Gossip +_ plan to reach out to Rick + +_ psych ward + +- regrets, wasted time, conclusion + +_ explain "People, Evolved ..." title +_ mention that Ozy's 2016 AGP blogging +_ reaction to Ziz +_ State of Steven +_ culture off the rails; my warning points to Vaniver +_ complicity and friendship +_ out of patience email +_ the hill he wants to die on +_ recap of crimes, cont'd +_ lead-in to Sept. 2021 Twitter altercation +_ Dolphin War finish bigger blocks— -_ remaining Feb./Apr. 2017 recent madness [pt. 2] -_ "Lenore" psychiatric disaster [pt. 4] +_ remaining Feb./Apr. 2017 recent madness +_ "Lenore" psychiatric disaster ------ With internet available— -_ Slate Star Codex on patient's rights being adversarial system -_ was the "People are better at taking care of each other than institutions!" thing in the morning of Feb 17?? KP visit log might confirm? -_ Kirutsugu spelling -_ out-of-patience lead-in Tweets -_ "Hermione knew the correct answer wouldn't impress Professor Quirrell" -_ that public fight on Baez's blog -_ Free to Be You and Me -_ Thing of Things -_ when was Ozy "On AGP" published? -_ check meme theory links -_ "nonplussed" -_ "I begin to show an interest in programming, which might be the most obvious sign so far" (is this both versions of "not coming out" piece, or just the original?) -_ The Parable of the Honest Man and the Thing +_ Eliezerfic fight: where did the super-AIDS example fit in cronologically? +_ Keltham/Peranza exam answer should link specific tags _ Susan Fenimore Cooper -_ Hidden Figures -_ truth and reconciliation -_ where did the super-AIDS example fit in the Eliezerfic fight cronologically? _ IQ 143 cite _ double-check "the mood I thought dath ilan was missing" link target _ double-check "the power that could not be removed" quote @@ -63,7 +50,6 @@ _ double-check correctness of Keltham-on-paternalism link _ Arbital TDT explanation _ find Sequences cite "if you don't know how your AI works, that's bad" _ cover reply to my initial conspiracy complaint about dath ilan? -_ Which Tweet motivated the "out of patience" explosion? _ "not hard to find": link to more /r/itsafetish-like anecdotes _ compile ancillary KP doctor's notes page and linky _ acknowledging Wei Dai and Vladimir Nesov's decision theory contributions @@ -88,7 +74,11 @@ _ Anna's claim that Scott was a target specifically because he was good, my coun _ Yudkowsky's LW moderation policy far editing tier— +_ dath ilan as a whining-based community +_ footnote to explain that when I'm summarizing a long Discord conversation to taste, I might move things around into "logical" time rather than "real time"; e.g. Yudkowsky's "powerfully relevant" and "but Superman" comments were actually one right after the other; and, e.g., I'm filling in more details that didn't make it into the chat, like innate kung fu; and that the fact that I can "enhance" the summaries of my part, but the people I'm talking to don't have the same privilege, should be taken into account—actually, this covers a lot of the memoir; maybe I should mention this earlier (and again in a footnote??) +_ 93's alternate theory of eliezera taste for deception _ Ruby fight: "forces of blandness want me gone ... stand my ground" remark +_ Ruby fight: asking Anna, what is CfAR for?? _ "Even our pollution is beneficial" [pt. 6] _ Scott Aaronson on the blockchain of science [pt. 6] _ Re: on legitimacy and the entrepreneur; or, continuing the attempt to spread my sociopathic awakening onto Scott [pt. 2 somewhere] @@ -128,7 +118,6 @@ _ squeeze "Darkness and Light" into the Eliezerfic account _ clarify Sarah dropping out of the coordination group _ somewhere in dath ilan discussion: putting a wrapper on graphic porn is fine, de-listing Wikipedia articles is not _ maybe current-year LW would be better if more marginal cases _had_ bounced off because of e.g. sexism -_ footnote to explain that when I'm summarizing a long Discord conversation to taste, I might move things around into "logical" time rather than "real time"; e.g. Yudkowsky's "powerfully relevant" and "but Superman" comments were actually one right after the other; and, e.g., I'm filling in more details that didn't make it into the chat, like innate kung fu _ re "EY is a fraud": it's a _conditional_ that he can modus tollens if he wants _ NRx point about HBD being more than IQ, ties in with how I think the focus on IQ is distasteful, but I have political incentives to bring it up _ "arguing for a duty to self-censorship"—contrast to my "closing thoughts" email @@ -253,7 +242,7 @@ people to consult before publishing, for feedback or right of objection— _ Tail (pt. 2 AGP discussion) _ Iceman _ Ben/Jessica (Michael) -_ "Wilhelm" +_ "Wilhelm" (not leaking info about his identity, and damage to him if info was leaked) _ Scott _ Anna _ "Noreen" @@ -335,6 +324,17 @@ Epilogue—the truth is great and shall prevail —which implies that I'm 25 double-digit writing days away, such that finishing a gapless ms. in April is at least thinkable ... but only if I stop daydreaming and get to work. +17K Blanchard's Dangerous Idea and the Plight of the Lucid Crossdreamer +13K People, Evolved Social-Control Mechanisms, and Rocks +23K A Hill of Validity in Defense of Meaning +30K If Clarity Seems Like Death to Them +16K Agreeing With Stalin in Ways That Exhibit Generally Rationalist Principles +20K Zevi's Choice +20K Standing Under the Same Sky +--- +139K + + ------- The thing about our crowd is that we have a lamentably low proportion of women (13.3% cis women in the last community survey) and—I don't know when this happened; it certainly didn't feel like this back in 'aught-nine—an enormous number of trans women relative to population base rates (2.7%, for a cis-to-trans ratio of 4.9!!), the vast majority of whom I expect to be AGP @@ -2448,3 +2448,13 @@ scared that my boss was coming to kill me https://twitter.com/ESYudkowsky/status/1642908341327499264 [re identifying as a "decision theorist"] > it's a place where it would be easiest to defend, to my own satisfaction, and without a sense that I was even slightly misleading anyone, that I made a big damn contribution on at least the PhD level. + +Vanessa's comment about "I'm a woman in EA, and I don't get harrassed—maybe it's because I'm unattractive" deserves a "it's because you're not _female_" retort—not naming her and not linking the comment, but it does need to be said. + +"I could protest that the prompt didn't do enough to steer me away"—that's evidence _for_ the ITT (in contrast to my planned argument that the ITT is niche). (But the fact that I can recognize this in my own voice is evidence for my original thesis?? + +https://medium.com/@sefashapiro/a-community-warning-about-ziz-76c100180509 + + + +