X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?a=blobdiff_plain;f=notes%2Fmemoir-sections.md;h=eec466df7a61f8e4958370da78497e0153288674;hb=280191ad91d12d6dd5d2378f190eddef7fec93b0;hp=7a446205c6e1ef945cc2b90705e0b6bbdb628f1d;hpb=75ff8702df51e638e322fee09f2344eaf1e6253f;p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git diff --git a/notes/memoir-sections.md b/notes/memoir-sections.md index 7a44620..eec466d 100644 --- a/notes/memoir-sections.md +++ b/notes/memoir-sections.md @@ -8,11 +8,11 @@ TODO finish before I can vet and ship pt.s 1–3 ✓ Vassar discourse I ✓ community health check ✓ Vassar discourse II -_ Vassar discourse III -_ emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence/Cantor/Dreger -_ asking Anna for promise -_ ordering DIY hormones -_ proposed credit-assignment ritual +✓ ordering DIY hormones +✓ asking Anna for promise +✓ Vassar discourse III +✓ proposed credit-assignment ritual +- emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence/Cantor/Dreger ----- _ "Roberta" situation _ overheating in April, staying at Volterra, Hamilton purchase @@ -53,31 +53,21 @@ _ Dolphin War finish ------ With internet available— -_ AllDayChemist info -_ Yugoslavia violence -_ Blanchard "Non-monotonic relation of autogynephilia and heterosexual attraction" on developmental competition -_ google Heinlein autogynephilia +_ look up Blanchard's h-index +_ link to Kevin Hsu and James Cantor +_ Is http://www.overcomingbias.com/2011/01/be-a-charity-angel.html the best link for after-the-fact prize funding? +_ P(doom) _ find the part of _Stranger in a Strange Land_ with the AGP telepathy!! _ Michael on OB in 'aught-eight on smart kids internalizing rules meant for the norm of reaction of a dumber population -_ "remember, this was 2017" footnote for ACLU -_ link to issue that ultimately took down Milo Y. -_ Ben Hoffman locker room talk _ Tweet from Dreger -_ accuracy/spelling of "Moloch, the god of Carthagean myth" -_ sluggish schizophrenia -_ "mononymic aura" link to Yudkowsky on "aura of destiny"? _ when were Meeker Four out on bail? how long would they otherwise be held? -_ link to Christ's resurrection -_ genre-savvy TVTrope _ Slate Star "view from halfway" Holocaust guard comparison -_ "racialist" _ link to shock therapy _ "Gypsy Bard" link _ outpatient psychiatry Kaiser notes _ "PDD NOS" _ etymology of "Arcadia" _ double-check EnyeWord in archive.is? -_ my last interaction with Logan Strohl (when she blocked me for criticizing her trans thing) _ Eliezerfic fight: where did the super-AIDS example fit in cronologically? _ Keltham/Peranza exam answer should link specific tags _ Susan Fenimore Cooper @@ -123,8 +113,8 @@ _ Anna's claim that Scott was a target specifically because he was good, my coun _ Yudkowsky's LW moderation policy far editing tier— +_ mention "special simulator attention" in cxn with https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ideas_of_reference_and_delusions_of_reference _ make sure I mention father asking me to wait before re-starting HRT -_ rename "Trent" again (collision with vaticidalprophet Trent) _ "People": say something about the awkward racial/political dynamics of three of my four anecdotes being about black people? Salient because rare? Salient because of my NRx-pilling? _ Christmas with Scott: mention the destruction of "voluntary"? _ Christmas with Scott: mention the grid of points? @@ -304,7 +294,7 @@ _ Scott _ Anna _ "Noreen" _ secret posse member -_ "Chaya" (pseudonym choice) +_ "Rebecca" (pseudonym choice) _ Alicorn: about privacy, and for Melkor Glowfic reference link _ hostile prereader (April—if not, J. Beshir, Swimmer, someone else from Alicorner #drama) _ Kelsey @@ -2282,7 +2272,7 @@ Friend of the blog Ninety-Three— (Terrorism wouldn't work) -Sep 27 text to "Chaya"— +Sep 27 text to "Rebecca"— In theory, the bad influence could go both ways: first, successful playdate, then I mention to A. afterwards (not before) that C. is actually a boy and I think it's crazy everyone is pretending otherwise (which remark is out of their censorship jurisdiction); then if C. wants a repeat with new friend (far from guaranteed, but plausible), it's not your fault if A. leaks information of her own will ... @@ -2430,7 +2420,7 @@ Everyone believed this in 2005! Everyone _still_ believes this! > The long version: [https://sillyolme.wordpress.com/](https://sillyolme.wordpress.com/) (180 comments) -the other week, "Chaya" had put up a matchmaking thread on her Facebook wall, hoping to connect friends of hers looking for new romantic partners, and also reminding people about _reciprocity.io_, a site someone in the community had set up to match people to date or hang out with. Brent Dill had commented that _reciprocity.io_ had been useless, and I said (on 7 February) that the hang-out matching had been valuable to me, even if the romantic matching was useless for insufficiently high-status males. +the other week, "Rebecca" had put up a matchmaking thread on her Facebook wall, hoping to connect friends of hers looking for new romantic partners, and also reminding people about _reciprocity.io_, a site someone in the community had set up to match people to date or hang out with. Brent Dill had commented that _reciprocity.io_ had been useless, and I said (on 7 February) that the hang-out matching had been valuable to me, even if the romantic matching was useless for insufficiently high-status males. matchmaking thread (thread was 4 February, relevant comments were 7 February): https://www.facebook.com/Katie.Cohen821/posts/pfbid02PNKKSCBTC99ULzPsueKvZkYmpNvELrkEfGymcrAfWZPu39LRCyh2bE4a9Ht3yg3Dl @@ -2599,4 +2589,14 @@ Another Said bafflement example: https://www.greaterwrong.com/posts/8xLtE3BwgegJ > Dear Suzanne Martin & Albert Lee—please learn auction theory; it will help you actually be an effective altruist, which is something your currently not trying to do, but which you'll realize was important later. I have the honor to be, your obedient servant, > Zack M. Davis -(I had promised my father to wait a month after my psych ward ordeal to re-start HRT, but I [would restart](/2017/Mar/hormones-reboot-spironotacular/).) \ No newline at end of file +(I had promised my father to wait a month after my psych ward ordeal to re-start HRT, but I [would restart](/2017/Mar/hormones-reboot-spironotacular/).) + + * Alice said something about how every once in a while, someone runs off with the payments database + +To the extent that I was seeing things that weren't there, it was a matter of misinterpreting actual sensory inputs rather than having de novo hallucinations. + +What I thought was a dog turd inside the kitchen actually turned out to be a cork. + +When I was borrowing someone's computer, I thought I saw an icon peek out from the side of the screen, as if a possibly-malevolent agent were spying on me—a disturbing visual hallucination. Later that year, when trying out the stock Ubuntu Unity desktop on my new computer, I discovered that the app-notification animation actually does feature an app icon "sliding out" and shaking, like I remembered seeing—I wasn't imagining it! + +I remember seeing text on my phone and being distinctly convinced that it was misspelled. Five years later, looking at the distorted lettering output by text-to-image models that can't spell seemed subjectively similar. (Good news for alignment, if it looks like deep learning and sleep-deprived human brains are doing "the same thing"?) \ No newline at end of file