still struggling with silencing chains
I'm never going to be able to move on with my life until I finish
this; I keep repeatedly flip-flopping in my thinking of how to publish
and present it—a coda to "Challenges", or a full post that just goes
for the throat, or do I have to write the whole memoir? A lot of the
content I wrote for the original challenges coda is very good; I don't
want to have to drop it on the floor just because it's mean.
I need to spend time in a flow state where I'm just focused on
building the case against Big Yud as clearly as I can. I'll worry
about packaging it up later.
I've been so lazy lately (lots of TV and Super Auto Pets) because I've
been avoiding this, but I have to come around sometime.