]
-[TODO SECTION: minor psych episode in March 2019]
+[TODO SECTION: minor psych episode in March 2019
+ * 5 Mar Scott gets back to me after my impulsive cry of pain, 12 short stories about language, I poke Scott a few more times in coming days
+ * 17 Mar I propose an in-person meeting, Scott declines
+ * I consider replying with a bribe
+ [... this probably doesn't need more pre-outlining because it's a sequence of events and I should just start filling based on the email review]
+]
+
+[TODO: proton concession
+ *
+
+]
[TODO SECTION: relying on Michael too much; I'm not crazy
* This may have been less effective than it was in my head; I _remembered_ Michael as being high-status
"We ... we had a whole Sequence about this. Didn't we? And, and ... [_you_ were there](https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/AndYouWereThere), and _you_ were there ... It—really happened, right? I didn't just imagine it? The [hyperlinks](https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/FaJaCgqBKphrDzDSj/37-ways-that-words-can-be-wrong) [still](https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/d5NyJ2Lf6N22AD9PB/where-to-draw-the-boundary) [work](https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/yLcuygFfMfrfK8KjF/mutual-information-and-density-in-thingspace) ..."
]
-[TODO: proton concession]
+[TODO SECTION: Anna–Michael feud
+ *
+]
[TODO: "Blegg Mode", "Where to Draw the Boundaries?", and failure /2019/May/hiatus/ ]
I actually still feel pretty motivated to write for Less Wrong, but now more in the spirit of "marketing channel for my own writing" and "fuck you guys" rather than my previous hope of recapturing the beacon.
I was really grateful to Jim for piping up with, "We are somewhat cowardly about what we curate" (concerning why "Where to Draw the Boundaries?" didn't get Curated). (I'm not sure if he actually used the word "cowardly", but that was the sense.) I was like, "Thanks, that makes me respect you more!" (Ray was maintaining that my pedagogy wasn't good enough.)
+
+I am a high-neuroticism person (the sex difference is only d = 0.4, so this isn't model-breakingly surprising; it's like being a woman who's 6'2")
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+writing tier—
+_ fill Culture War RIP/defending against alt-right §
+_ fill relying on Michael et al. too much §
+_ fill minor psych episode §
+
+outline tier
+_ outline proton concession §
+_ outline Anna–Michael feud §
+
+harvesting tier—
+- more email harvesting
+- name more sections
+
+
+
Urgent/needed for healing—
_ I Am Not Great With Secrets (aAL)
_ Reply to Scott Alexander on Autogenderphilia