From: M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake Date: Sun, 3 Jul 2022 21:24:04 +0000 (-0700) Subject: still spiritually blocked ... X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?a=commitdiff_plain;h=966f6b504a644ad839b283725de0a7a9352bab1e;hp=966f6b504a644ad839b283725de0a7a9352bab1e;p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git still spiritually blocked ... Some part of me just really doesn't want to look. Yesterday was trash. Today, I managed to look at the ms. for a full twenty-minute block after showering ... and then, my brain interpreted at as my good deed for the day. I played some Warmux and AisleRiot Solitaire variants (games already on my machine, whose network cable is out). How can I remember that I'll feel better after I write something? Just a few hours, and I can order food as a reward. Don't even think about publishing, yet—for now, I'm just getting the Whole Dumb Story straight in my head—it's okay to be sloppy, it's okay to have TODO gaps, as long as something, anything is getting put into a growing ms. The only thing that's not okay is not-writing. ---