From 9e23e8612a79fd6f9a5471060466857e63ca9bd0 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: "M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake" Date: Sun, 29 Jan 2017 19:09:36 -0800 Subject: [PATCH] "Hormones Day 33" --- content/2017/hormones-day-13.md | 2 +- content/2017/hormones-day-33.md | 14 ++++++++++++++ content/images/{patches.jpg => patches_01.jpg} | Bin content/images/patches_02.jpg | Bin 0 -> 23356 bytes 4 files changed, 15 insertions(+), 1 deletion(-) create mode 100644 content/2017/hormones-day-33.md rename content/images/{patches.jpg => patches_01.jpg} (100%) create mode 100644 content/images/patches_02.jpg diff --git a/content/2017/hormones-day-13.md b/content/2017/hormones-day-13.md index 90f32ae..183ed5e 100644 --- a/content/2017/hormones-day-13.md +++ b/content/2017/hormones-day-13.md @@ -3,6 +3,6 @@ Date: 2017-01-09 18:00 Category: other Tags: HRT diary, not-a-transition -![used Climara patches]({filename}/images/patches.jpg) +![used Climara patches]({filename}/images/patches_01.jpg) Applied my third patch in the morning today (first patch was evening of 27 December, second patch was morning of 2 January). Still don't really notice anything—even my libido seems intact. The doctor had totally been willing to prescribe Spiro, too, but I had declined because it seemed prudent to be conservative about something I'm thinking about as a gender-themed drug experiment and definitely _not_ a gender transition. Should I have taken her up on it? I should be patient; developments would take time regardless. diff --git a/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md b/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..914df6d --- /dev/null +++ b/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md @@ -0,0 +1,14 @@ +Title: Hormones Day 33 +Date: 2017-01-29 19:09 +Category: other +Tags: HRT diary, not-a-transition + +![used Climara patches]({filename}/images/patches_02.jpg) + +I wish I were more self-aware. People tell me caffiene is a stimulant, and I believe them, but I tend to doubt if I could _tell_, double-blind, from the inside, whether an iced-coffee I just drank was decaf or not. + +Similarly, I applied my sixth patch today and _should_ have had elevated estrogen levels in my system for a _month_ now, but don't seem noticeably more female-like or otherwise effected in any easily-discernible way. Are there some kind of measurements I should be taking in order to pick up on subtle changes? (Bust size?) I guess I got a little teary a few times in the past week or so, which hasn't been common for me in recent years? (I used to cry a _lot_ when I was younger.) + +My dayjob performance has been utterly abysmal because I've been too upset to think about code, instead continuing to hyperfocus on how ([virtually](http://unremediatedgender.space/2016/Dec/anne-lawrence-is-the-only-honest-human-wip/)) _everyone has been lying to me_ about _the most important thing in my life_ for _ten years_, but I don't want to attribute that to the patch, because I've kind of been doing that more-or-less continuously for the past six months. + +Again, none of this is very surprising on a starter dose with no Spiro. That's fine. 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