From ba22f3433e43bcb05868e5c05e5cefe5f85d6493 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: "M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake" Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 08:40:14 -0700 Subject: [PATCH] check in --- .../drafts/codes-of-conflict-or-smile-more.md | 19 ++++++ notes/Apr_2017_s.txt | 60 +++++++++++++++++++ notes/notes.txt | 49 +++++++++++++++ 3 files changed, 128 insertions(+) create mode 100644 notes/Apr_2017_s.txt diff --git a/content/drafts/codes-of-conflict-or-smile-more.md b/content/drafts/codes-of-conflict-or-smile-more.md index 506a29e..4d035d2 100644 --- a/content/drafts/codes-of-conflict-or-smile-more.md +++ b/content/drafts/codes-of-conflict-or-smile-more.md @@ -74,3 +74,22 @@ https://twitter.com/nickmon1112/status/1041668315947708416 http://archive.is/oqDta [the taxi man] + +https://twitter.com/_sagesharp_/status/1042769399596437504 + + +I'm concerned about the category boundaries of "annoying" changing over time in response to political pressures, even while it remains true that at any particular time, it's not hard to read the situation and decide to not be annoying + +Freddie DeBoer, "Planet of Cops" http://archive.is/g4mfx + +https://imgur.com/TV8VScL + +https://lulz.com/linux-devs-threaten-killswitch-coc-controversy-1252/ + +https://lkml.org/lkml/2018/9/20/413 + +Christoph Conrads's critique: https://lkml.org/lkml/2018/9/20/1172 + +Edward Cree's critique: https://lkml.org/lkml/2018/9/19/234 https://lkml.org/lkml/2018/9/20/52 https://lkml.org/lkml/2018/9/20/118 + +great troll: https://lkml.org/lkml/2018/9/23/148 diff --git a/notes/Apr_2017_s.txt b/notes/Apr_2017_s.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..13ddba2 --- /dev/null +++ b/notes/Apr_2017_s.txt @@ -0,0 +1,60 @@ +11 April 2017 + +S: hola + +me: Hi, I'm recovering at Alicorn's house, which is called Volterra; I'm practicing counting books and money in order to prove to myself that physical reality is real and that I can interact with it in predictable ways + +S: hi +i'm gonna skype into the talk in half an hour +counting is gr9 + +me: Are people behind the scenes talking about how to take care of me because I'm being really obnoxious in a cry for help? Is that what you mean by "the talk"? Or do you mean something else by "the talk"? I like how you used "gr9", which is something I say a lot, because it's like gr8 plus 1. The reason I'm being really obnoxious is because I'm angry because I feel like the entire world has been lying to me about trans women being women, but you should be suspicious of my choice to phrase it that way because it's like I'm emotionally blackmailing you, and blackmail is bad. + +Did you sync up with Katie Cohen about the trans women thing? I told Katie to sync up with you + +OK, now I understand what my mother meant when she said I was acting like a child + +I kind of am + +S: she didn't talk to you much about it + +talk = planning to help you w/ recovery, it's not that you're being obnoxious + +--- + +12 April 2017 + +S: hey, you doing ok? + +me: I'm fine; this "unilaterally forcing an evaluation" strategy is making me feel calmer + +i'm not sure what universally forcing an evaluation is? + +*unilaterally + +S: I'm making a lot of threats and promises and predictions and bets so that I can calibrate my model of social reality with my model of physical reality, for example, when I think I see a flash on the screen that I'm afraid might be an AI fucking with my head, if I reflect on that for just a moment (giving myself a _very quick_ feedback loop), it turns out to just be that my hand was shaking because I'm irrationally angry at the entire universe; I think [J] will know what I mean by the phrase "forcing an evaluation"; you'll probably like her because she's trans (I think this info us public??) and you told me that you like trans women [THIS BRACKETED TEXT TO BE EXPLAINED LATER IN THIS MESSAGE] what's really amazing is that she would totally pass if only she did something with her voice (and passing is The Holy Grail for autogynephilic trans women, and [J] fits in that bucket of my model even though [J] has a different model and I haven't finished syncing up with her yet on this topic; you said that you like Alyssa, but I don't think Alyssa passes very well; feel free to quote me on the first parts of this message + +I bumped the send button too early + +S: hi Zack +I like [J] ok (we've talked philosophy some) ++1 for empiricism on the flash +I live in Berkeley, I can tell who is trans +sorry for not knowing the intellectual phrases + +me: It's OK to not know the intellectual phrases, because ppl who don't have gender dysphoria themselves don't have an incentive to read up on the science + +S: (you've probably been told this before but just in case: I wanted to get in touch w/ you to say that it's better not to wander around where there's a risk of you being picked up & committed, in case that wasn't something you'd considered.) + +me: No, it's important to calibrate the probability of that actually happening with my model of how I actually behave when I'm upset; the absolute probability is pretty low because I've only been kidnapped for crying in public twice in the past ten years, which is not very often + +S: not very likely in a short time period, i guess +still more than most people's comfort zone, which is never +anyhow, I'm not around, it's up to you, obligation discharged. + +me: I definitely agree that the obligation is discharged + +S: I'll be back this weekend +(and we can go back to talking about your thing, sorry for abrupt change of subject) + +me: thx diff --git a/notes/notes.txt b/notes/notes.txt index 22a2164..88bea45 100644 --- a/notes/notes.txt +++ b/notes/notes.txt @@ -751,3 +751,52 @@ This is basically the _Quillette_ article that I wanted to write: https://quille https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1002/ijop.12529 https://lesbian-rights-nz.org/shame-receipts/ + +Has someone done the game-theoretic microfoundations of radical feminism? + +another ROGD referral graph: https://twitter.com/LavenderVerse/status/1042573498592501763 + +https://www.thetimes.co.uk/edition/news/unisex-changing-rooms-put-women-in-danger-8lwbp8kgk + +CoC thread (I donated $10 to the author for this): https://threadreaderapp.com/thread/1041668315947708416.html +https://mobile.twitter.com/unconed/status/1045325718056554498 + +https://metro.co.uk/2018/09/19/transgender-teen-to-admit-murdering-parents-who-refused-to-accept-her-transition-7960036/ + +https://www.reddit.com/r/GenderCritical/comments/8mahdy/peak_trans_vii_tell_your_story_here/e69oh83/ + +dystopia where all women call themselves nonbinary and men call themselves trans women + +https://www.reddit.com/r/slatestarcodex/comments/9ejzkm/culture_war_roundup_for_the_week_of_september_10/e64jjos/?context=3&sort=best + +https://www.expressnews.com/news/local/article/Transgender-woman-in-San-Antonio-files-13244056.php?utm_campaign=twitter-mobile&utm_source=CMS%20Sharing%20Button&utm_medium=social "male or female gender should be self-identified and self-reported for the purpose of blood donation" + +https://blogs.spectator.co.uk/2018/09/how-i-was-hounded-off-campus-for-saying-women-dont-have-penises/ + +https://www.econlib.org/you-dont-understand-our-culture/ + +https://twitter.com/tvandreacross/status/1043603304763351041 made me wonder why I haven't heard "Make it easier to get a GRC, but revoke it as part of the penalty for crimes, especially sex crimes" proposed as a compromise + +WTF _Nature_ redux https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-018-06784-5?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+nature%2Frss%2Fcurrent+%28Nature+-+Issue%29 + +https://law.justia.com/cases/california/court-of-appeal/2017/b263563.html + +https://mobile.twitter.com/JamesCantorPhD/status/1012722559874486272 + +Damore is working again https://twitter.com/JamesADamore/status/1034623633174478849 + +Numbers 31:15–18 + +וַיֹּאמֶר אֲלֵיהֶם מֹשֶׁה הַֽחִיִּיתֶם כָּל־נְקֵבָֽה׃ + +"Have you allowed all the women to live?" he asked them. + + + וְעַתָּה הִרְגוּ כָל־זָכָר בַּטָּף וְכָל־אִשָּׁה יֹדַעַת אִישׁ לְמִשְׁכַּב זָכָר הֲרֹֽגוּ + +Now kill all the boys. And kill every woman who has slept with a man, + + + וְכֹל הַטַּף בַּנָּשִׁים אֲשֶׁר לֹא־יָדְעוּ מִשְׁכַּב זָכָר הַחֲיוּ לָכֶֽם + +but save for yourselves every girl who has never slept with a man. -- 2.17.1