X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git;a=blobdiff_plain;f=content%2F2017%2Fhormones-day-33.md;h=75b0077a9706d80134c40eb5b450e9230f32362f;hp=b5aa396c35c878dd5bfb38943ac6078d5e96559c;hb=fd8ab6f1c85b4ee20fd68f445f07cd674c11d400;hpb=7444f0d6f4c06296818e654ee30c9fd8b6818280 diff --git a/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md b/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md index b5aa396..75b0077 100644 --- a/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md +++ b/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md @@ -3,12 +3,12 @@ Date: 2017-01-29 19:09 Category: other Tags: HRT diary, not-a-transition -![used Climara patches]({filename}/images/patches_02.jpg) +![used Climara patches]({static}/images/patches_02.jpg) I wish I were more self-aware. People tell me caffiene is a stimulant, and I believe them, but I tend to doubt if I could _tell_, double-blind, from the inside, whether an iced-coffee I just drank was decaf or not. Similarly, I applied my sixth patch today and _should_ have had elevated estrogen levels in my system for a _month_ now, but don't seem noticeably more female-like or otherwise effected in any easily-discernible way. Are there some kind of measurements I should be taking in order to pick up on subtle changes? (Bust size?) I guess I got a little teary a few times in the past week or so, which hasn't been common for me in recent years? (I used to cry a _lot_ when I was younger.) -My dayjob performance has been utterly abysmal because I've been too upset to think about code, instead continuing to hyperfocus on how ([virtually](http://unremediatedgender.space/2016/Dec/anne-lawrence-is-the-only-honest-human-wip/)) [_everyone has been lying to me_](http://unremediatedgender.space/2017/Jan/im-sick-of-being-lied-to/) about _the most important thing in my life_ for _ten years_, but I don't want to attribute that to the patch, because I've kind of been doing that more-or-less continuously for the past six months. +My dayjob performance has been utterly abysmal because I've been too upset to think about code, instead continuing to hyperfocus on how ([virtually](/2016/Dec/anne-lawrence-is-the-only-honest-human-wip/)) [_everyone has been lying to me_](/2017/Jan/im-sick-of-being-lied-to/) about _the most important thing in my life_ for _ten years_, but I don't want to attribute that to the patch, because I've kind of been doing that more-or-less continuously for the past six months. -Again, none of this is very surprising on a starter dose with no Spiro. That's fine. This is [known to be a slippery slope](http://unremediatedgender.space/2017/Jan/the-line-in-the-sand-or-my-slippery-slope-anchoring-action-plan/), best explored slowly and carefully if at all. +Again, none of this is very surprising on a starter dose with no spiro. That's fine. This is [known to be a slippery slope](/2017/Jan/the-line-in-the-sand-or-my-slippery-slope-anchoring-action-plan/), best explored slowly and carefully if at all.