X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git;a=blobdiff_plain;f=content%2Fdrafts%2Fi-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end-or-a-hill-of-validity-in-defense-of-meaning.md;h=c14d13295fdc2e256fb88dd4f4539eddaafad3d6;hp=80727693146f892155048254b7b6bbb8f5a20c32;hb=38d56b8f7289ec85c5101afbf748ad377ad3fb4e;hpb=f7ae77ddc66859772aa820106d766bc6bc1b58af diff --git a/content/drafts/i-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end-or-a-hill-of-validity-in-defense-of-meaning.md b/content/drafts/i-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end-or-a-hill-of-validity-in-defense-of-meaning.md index 8072769..c14d132 100644 --- a/content/drafts/i-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end-or-a-hill-of-validity-in-defense-of-meaning.md +++ b/content/drafts/i-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end-or-a-hill-of-validity-in-defense-of-meaning.md @@ -46,6 +46,11 @@ So, there was that erotic thing, which I was pretty ashamed of at the time, and But within a couple years, I also developed this beautiful pure sacred self-identity thing, where I was also having a lot of non-sexual thoughts about being a girl. Just—little day-to-day thoughts. Like when I would write in my pocket notebook as my female analogue. Or when I would practice swirling the descenders on all the lowercase letters that had descenders [(_g_, _j_, _p_, _y_, _z_)](/images/handwritten_phrase_jazzy_puppy.jpg) because I thought my handwriting look more feminine. [TODO: another anecdote] +The beautiful pure sacred self-identity thing doesn't _feel_ explicitly erotic. + +http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2016/07/concerns/ + + Now, of course I had _heard of_ there being such a thing as transsexualism. [...]