X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git;a=blobdiff_plain;f=notes%2Fmemoir-sections.md;h=0a8ddd9966d76c7ffa0d8c4d8247e1081d434256;hp=1227a9a46fecb09ca4a80bc962e0318286471a98;hb=4f0c258a05b09c572ed4c63decf70d006ef9768e;hpb=77cdcd644df9756a6767572a15b8f85c41f20264 diff --git a/notes/memoir-sections.md b/notes/memoir-sections.md index 1227a9a..0a8ddd9 100644 --- a/notes/memoir-sections.md +++ b/notes/memoir-sections.md @@ -5,12 +5,13 @@ TODO finish before I can vet and ship pt.s 1–3 ✓ CCRMC facility note ✓ footnote about telephone game of "self present" ✓ interacting with the outpatient program -- Vassar discourse -_ emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence/Cantor -_ footnote about "density of outright falsehoods" -_ security code drama?? ("Although, speaking of documenting" 2 March) -_ integrate 5150 scene scraps into a coherent section -_ misc. March activities: asking Anna for promise, meeting Jessica, ordering DIY hormones, proposed credit-assignment ritual +✓ Vassar discourse I +- Vassar discourse II, incl. community health check +_ emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence/Cantor/Dreger +_ asking Anna for promise +_ ordering DIY hormones +_ proposed credit-assignment ritual +----- _ "Roberta" situation _ overheating in April, staying at Volterra, Hamilton purchase _ BABSCon @@ -19,6 +20,12 @@ _ chat transcript relevant to War on Optimization for Generalized Secrecy _ final credit assignment ritual _ "Lenore" psychiatric disaster (not in pt.s 1–3, but I want this drafted before I hit Ben and Jessica) +pre-edit phase— +_ footnote about "density of outright falsehoods" +_ security code drama?? ("Although, speaking of documenting" 2 March) +_ integrate 5150 scene scraps into a coherent section + + -------------- from the top editing session— bookmark phrase "With the caveated understanding" @@ -29,8 +36,6 @@ from the top editing session— bookmark phrase "With the caveated understanding _ Michael Vassar and the Theory of Optimal Gossip _ plan to reach out to Rick -_ psych ward - - regrets, wasted time, conclusion _ reaction to Ziz @@ -43,10 +48,6 @@ _ recap of crimes, cont'd _ lead-in to Sept. 2021 Twitter altercation _ Dolphin War finish -bigger blocks— -_ remaining Feb./Apr. 2017 recent madness - - ------ With internet available— @@ -110,6 +111,7 @@ _ Anna's claim that Scott was a target specifically because he was good, my coun _ Yudkowsky's LW moderation policy far editing tier— +_ rename "Trent" again (collision with vaticidalprophet Trent) _ "People": say something about the awkward racial/political dynamics of three of my four anecdotes being about black people? Salient because rare? Salient because of my NRx-pilling? _ Christmas with Scott: mention the destruction of "voluntary"? _ Christmas with Scott: mention the grid of points? @@ -2571,4 +2573,13 @@ _The pain won't go away until I write about it._ ("I've got a thick tongue, brim JANICE LYNN ALLEY PSYD at 2/21/2017 10:25 AM, ADULT IOP THERAPIST INTAKE EVALUATION -> Of note, ptt had also reportedly made statements at his workplace that he was suicidal the previous day. \ No newline at end of file +> Of note, ptt had also reportedly made statements at his workplace that he was suicidal the previous day. + +----- + +re: recent mental health stuff 11/10/17, 6:28 PM +> As far as I can tell, you all acted in an exemplary fashion. Pressuring your friends to get enough sleep actually makes sense, decision-theoretically ("everyone should get sleep almost every day" is a pretty important schelling fence! It's much easier to coordinate with agents who are on a similar sleep cycle to you!). If I try to hold it against any of you in the future, please refer to this email. + +Seems significant in light of Jack blaming me for sleep nagging with "Lenore" + +My crazy verbosity: "when I asked what were the ways he thought I could help" → "when I asked how I could help" (cut 5 words)