From: M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake Date: Sat, 27 Apr 2019 21:00:49 +0000 (-0700) Subject: check in X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git;a=commitdiff_plain;h=4b9d266b1377975a202c855cd47acd2275f26567 check in --- diff --git a/content/drafts/i-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end.md b/content/drafts/i-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end.md index 1957261..9dd6611 100644 --- a/content/drafts/i-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end.md +++ b/content/drafts/i-tell-myself-to-let-the-story-end.md @@ -14,13 +14,24 @@ Status: draft > > —Sara Barellies, ["Gonna Get Over You"](https://genius.com/Sara-bareilles-gonna-get-over-you-lyrics) -So, I haven't been doing so well for the past four and a half months. +I haven't been doing so well for the past five months. -Explaining this will require some context. +Explaining this requires some context-setting. -I've spent basically my entire adult life +So, I've spent basically my entire adult life in this insular little intellectual subculture that was founded in the late 'aughts on an ideal of _absolute truthseeking_. Sure, anyone will _say_ that their beliefs are true, but you can tell most people aren't being very serious about it. _We_ were going to be serious: starting with the shared canon of knowledge of cognitive biases, reflectivity, and Bayesian probability theory bequeathed to us by our founder, _we_ were going to make serious [collective](https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/XqmjdBKa4ZaXJtNmf/raising-the-sanity-waterline) [intellectual progress](https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/Nu3wa6npK4Ry66vFp/a-sense-that-more-is-possible) in a way that had [never been done before](https://slatestarcodex.com/2017/04/07/yes-we-have-noticed-the-skulls/), to forge and refine a new mental martial art of _systematically correct reasoning_ that we were going to use to optimize ourselves and the world. + +(Oh, and there was also this part about how the uniquely best thing for non-math-geniuses to do with their lives was to earn lots of money and donate it to our founder's nonprofit dedicated to building a recursively self-improving artificial superintelligence to take over the world in order to save our entire future light cone from the coming robot apocalypse. That part's complicated.) + +I guess I feel pretty naïve now, but—I _actually believed our own propoganda_. I _actually thought_ we were doing something new and special of historical and possibly even _cosmological_ significance. + +And so, when I moved to "Portland" (which is actually Berkeley) in 2016, + + +if you're doing systematically correct reasoning, you should be able to get the right answer even on things that don't matter + + +guided by the beauty of our weapons -believed our own propoganda Blanchard ... categories diff --git a/content/drafts/social-strategy-notes-february-2019.md b/content/drafts/social-strategy-notes-february-2019.md index c2c8fe5..075a753 100644 --- a/content/drafts/social-strategy-notes-february-2019.md +++ b/content/drafts/social-strategy-notes-february-2019.md @@ -8,7 +8,6 @@ _(Attention conservation notice: petulant Diarly-like navel-gazing is boring. [P I haven't been doing so well for most of the past three-and-change months. -This needs some context-setting. So, I've spent basically my entire adult life in this little intellectual subculture that was founded on an ideal of absolute truthseeking. Sure, anyone will _say_ that their beliefs are true, but you can tell most people aren't being very serious about it. _We_ were going to be serious: with a shared bedrock of knowledge of cognitive biases, reflectivity, and Bayesian probability theory bequeathed to us by our founders, _we_ were going to make serious collective intellectual progress in a way that had [never been](https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/Nu3wa6npK4Ry66vFp/a-sense-that-more-is-possible) [done before](https://slatestarcodex.com/2017/04/07/yes-we-have-noticed-the-skulls/), and possibly save our entire future light cone from the coming robot apocalypse! At least, that was the vision _I_ internalized in the late 'aughts. Others who were present may remember things slightly differently. diff --git a/notes/notes.txt b/notes/notes.txt index c0d30d9..df73444 100644 --- a/notes/notes.txt +++ b/notes/notes.txt @@ -1235,3 +1235,9 @@ How do you know it wasn't just a straight friendship?? https://stevenuniversally https://www.theatlantic.com/education/archive/2019/04/lack-of-black-doctoral-students/587413/ a Facebook acquaintance (who didn't pass very well when we met in October): 'Of course, those of you who know me on other platforms see me being very lesbian every day, to such a degree that I have been described as "the community gay"' + +"yeah in public we say 'cis women' but tran to tran we just say 'women,' we‘re not insane lol" +no transsexual is like 'from a young age all i ever wanted was to be.. cis' +https://twitter.com/theorygurl/status/1062451652836446208 + +https://www.reddit.com/r/GenderCritical/comments/bhulic/i_cant_do_this_any_more_i_need_to_divorce_my/