From: M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake Date: Wed, 22 Mar 2017 15:31:20 +0000 (-0700) Subject: backlink lies X-Git-Url: http://unremediatedgender.space/source?p=Ultimately_Untrue_Thought.git;a=commitdiff_plain;h=7444f0d6f4c06296818e654ee30c9fd8b6818280 backlink lies --- diff --git a/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md b/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md index 914df6d..b5aa396 100644 --- a/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md +++ b/content/2017/hormones-day-33.md @@ -9,6 +9,6 @@ I wish I were more self-aware. People tell me caffiene is a stimulant, and I bel Similarly, I applied my sixth patch today and _should_ have had elevated estrogen levels in my system for a _month_ now, but don't seem noticeably more female-like or otherwise effected in any easily-discernible way. Are there some kind of measurements I should be taking in order to pick up on subtle changes? (Bust size?) I guess I got a little teary a few times in the past week or so, which hasn't been common for me in recent years? (I used to cry a _lot_ when I was younger.) -My dayjob performance has been utterly abysmal because I've been too upset to think about code, instead continuing to hyperfocus on how ([virtually](http://unremediatedgender.space/2016/Dec/anne-lawrence-is-the-only-honest-human-wip/)) _everyone has been lying to me_ about _the most important thing in my life_ for _ten years_, but I don't want to attribute that to the patch, because I've kind of been doing that more-or-less continuously for the past six months. +My dayjob performance has been utterly abysmal because I've been too upset to think about code, instead continuing to hyperfocus on how ([virtually](http://unremediatedgender.space/2016/Dec/anne-lawrence-is-the-only-honest-human-wip/)) [_everyone has been lying to me_](http://unremediatedgender.space/2017/Jan/im-sick-of-being-lied-to/) about _the most important thing in my life_ for _ten years_, but I don't want to attribute that to the patch, because I've kind of been doing that more-or-less continuously for the past six months. Again, none of this is very surprising on a starter dose with no Spiro. That's fine. This is [known to be a slippery slope](http://unremediatedgender.space/2017/Jan/the-line-in-the-sand-or-my-slippery-slope-anchoring-action-plan/), best explored slowly and carefully if at all.