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2 years agopoke at "A Hill" as if I'm alive
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poke at "A Hill" as if I'm alive

This wasn't actually terribly productive, but at least I'm actually
interacting with the ms. instead of avoiding it. Future days will be
better, and I'll finish the Whole Dumb Story.

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2 years agoanachronistic ACX link for "Sexual Dimorphism" 'cause it's too on-theme
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anachronistic ACX link for "Sexual Dimorphism" 'cause it's too on-theme

2 years agoenqueue metablogging
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2 years agopublish GPT-3 guest post
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2 years agocheck in for a clean slate for more being alive on Sunday
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2 years agoI'm alive this Sunday morning
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 24 Apr 2022 17:07:15 +0000 (10:07 -0700)]
I'm alive this Sunday morning

2 years agobacklog metablogging as a reminder that I'm alive
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backlog metablogging as a reminder that I'm alive

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2 years agoCan GPT-3 explain what it did wrong?
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Can GPT-3 explain what it did wrong?

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2 years ago"Sexual Dimorphism" on About page
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"Sexual Dimorphism" on About page

I should have done this 11 months ago.

2 years agopublish "Student Dysphoria, and a Previous Life's War"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 17 Apr 2022 01:47:01 +0000 (18:47 -0700)]
publish "Student Dysphoria, and a Previous Life's War"

This isn't my best work, but sometimes, you have to shove something
out the door.

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2 years agopoke at "Student Dysphoria"
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poke at "Student Dysphoria"

Commit because I have an appointment to visit my mom, but I'd like to
tie off the conclusion and publish this tonight. It's not my snappiest
work, but it's better published than withheld.

2 years agomedian poke
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median poke

2 years agomedianworld poke
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medianworld poke

2 years agoSunday not-yet-into-gear poke at medianworld
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Mon, 11 Apr 2022 00:03:34 +0000 (17:03 -0700)]
Sunday not-yet-into-gear poke at medianworld

Still in a sadness-and-laziness spiral that's covered my extended
weekend.

2 years agoinit draft: medianworld post
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 10 Apr 2022 05:14:30 +0000 (22:14 -0700)]
init draft: medianworld post

I've been caught in a laziness-and-sadness-and-Super-Auto-Pets
loop lately; tomorrow I want to really get some stuff done

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2 years agodrafting "Useful Approximation": gravity analogy
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drafting "Useful Approximation": gravity analogy

It's a clichéd example
(http://unremediatedgender.space/2017/Dec/interlude-xi/), but it makes
the point.

(And if I can write a paragraph in twenty minutes, then maybe I can
write all the things I still have left to say this year, twenty
minutes at a time.)

2 years agopoke (we're alive on Saturday)
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2 years agostart draft on two-type approximation
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2 years agopoke at "Student Dysphoria"
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2 years agopost-publication copy edits to "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Fri, 18 Mar 2022 06:15:16 +0000 (23:15 -0700)]
post-publication copy edits to "Challenges"

Make potato singular, because only the singular French definite article is
gendered. (Thanks to commenter sf8764vrd5.)

pour → pore, provenance → province (Thanks to Alicorn.)

Less generous wordcount. (The Less Wrong wordcounter on the linkpost mirror
only calls this 11,800; Emacs M-= must be counting URL segments and such.)

Don't forget to link the "not the woke position" comment.

2 years agopull the trigger on "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 13 Mar 2022 20:35:23 +0000 (13:35 -0700)]
pull the trigger on "Challenges"

2 years agoanother "Challenges" edit pass
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 13 Mar 2022 18:57:34 +0000 (11:57 -0700)]
another "Challenges" edit pass

I'm thinking of just pulling the trigger on this today, just as a
standalone object-level post. The meta-level intellectual dishonesty
arguments can wait; it will take more weeks or months for me to break
out of enough of my silencing spiral to finish the Whole Dumb Story.

I need the psychological momentum. This post (without the coda) is a
little bit mean to Yudkowsky, but not so mean that I'm too scared to
pull the trigger today, whereas with the coda, I would want to hire a
hostile prereader to make sure I'm not setting myself socially on
fire. (Yudkowsky was mean to Ngo and Shah in the recent MIRI
dialogues; I don't think this is worse than that.)

2 years agostill struggling with silencing chains
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 13 Mar 2022 05:47:06 +0000 (21:47 -0800)]
still struggling with silencing chains

I'm never going to be able to move on with my life until I finish
this; I keep repeatedly flip-flopping in my thinking of how to publish
and present it—a coda to "Challenges", or a full post that just goes
for the throat, or do I have to write the whole memoir? A lot of the
content I wrote for the original challenges coda is very good; I don't
want to have to drop it on the floor just because it's mean.

I need to spend time in a flow state where I'm just focused on
building the case against Big Yud as clearly as I can. I'll worry
about packaging it up later.

I've been so lazy lately (lots of TV and Super Auto Pets) because I've
been avoiding this, but I have to come around sometime.

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2 years agoshovel into postscript
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shovel into postscript

2 years agoshoveling to postscript, and remove duplicated section
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Mon, 7 Mar 2022 17:08:58 +0000 (09:08 -0800)]
shoveling to postscript, and remove duplicated section

I had like 4000 words double-pasted into the "sections" file!

2 years agocheck in: another weekend day wasted in paralysis
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It will never stop hurting until you write it down. Before pulling the
trigger on "Challenges", I want to write the short version (not the
"Hill of Validity" memoir-megapost) of my grievance against Yudkowsky,
in accordance with counsel's advice to go for the throat without
wasting wordcount, and have a hostile prereader look it over.

I haven't been motivated lately. Ever since the conversation at the
Independence Day party, I've felt like my life is over. The "sense of
foreshortened future" paper that Vassar likes to cite talks about
this. Maybe I should write a short meta post about that, to get me
unstuck?

Or is that another form of procrastination? Tomorrow morning I should
wake up early enough to take a direct swing at the "Challenges"
postscript before dayjobbing. I'll feel better after I do. And
tonight, this day that is already dead, I can watch an episode of
_Crazy Ex Girlfriend_ before sleep.

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2 years agopublish Amy Wax linkpost
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2 years ago"Challenges" ispell pass
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"Challenges" ispell pass

2 years ago"Challenges" edit pass
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Thu, 24 Feb 2022 04:30:05 +0000 (20:30 -0800)]
"Challenges" edit pass

2 years agoflip-flop on "Challenges" coda, again?!?
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Tue, 22 Feb 2022 14:41:43 +0000 (06:41 -0800)]
flip-flop on "Challenges" coda, again?!?

After pulling the trigger on posting something yesterday and getting a
fighty comment from Tail, I feel more alive than I have in months of
not-publishing. This makes me lean (again) towards publishing without
the coda. Maybe counsel is right that I'm being too timid—optimizing
for me having permssion to have said the thing, rather than being
heard. I had thought, then (though I may have been lying to myself),
that the solution was to finish the Whole Dumb Story first, so that I
could feel comfortable attacking.

But I don't think that's the right way for me to finish healing. I
think I need to pull the trigger on publishing something, and
finishing up the object-level is the right place to start.

2 years agocheck in after a disappointing day
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Do you ever have one of those days where you just can't get started?!
And it's Presidents' Day! One would have hoped to make a lot of
progress given a whole extra day to oneself!

I guess I also did pretty poorly on Presidents' Day last year (commit
message "Presidential doldrums"), but I did well in 2020 ("Human
Diversity review Presidential sprint session" commits).

Has it been two years?? Time goes fast when you're old ...

2 years agopublish "Never Smile" song linkpost
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Tue, 22 Feb 2022 05:57:36 +0000 (21:57 -0800)]
publish "Never Smile" song linkpost

2 years ago"Hill": a series of increasingly frustrating private conversations
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 20 Feb 2022 23:44:27 +0000 (15:44 -0800)]
"Hill": a series of increasingly frustrating private conversations

2 years agoSaturday tap at "Hill of Validity"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 20 Feb 2022 06:33:21 +0000 (22:33 -0800)]
Saturday tap at "Hill of Validity"

Not a very productive day. You think you can just check Twitter and
Discord briefly in the morning, but you can't! I did look through my
old chatlogs to remember the conversations I was having in 2016.

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2 years agotap outline
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I think a lot of the autobiographical content I don't already have
written; I should bring up emails and chatlogs while I draft it.

2 years agooutlining the Whole Dumb Story: 2016–2018
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Fri, 18 Feb 2022 07:04:52 +0000 (23:04 -0800)]
outlining the Whole Dumb Story: 2016–2018

2 years agoshoveling content to "A Hill"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Thu, 17 Feb 2022 20:03:38 +0000 (12:03 -0800)]
shoveling content to "A Hill"

A lot of this stuff (that was meant for "I Tell Myself"/"Sexual
Dimorphism" before I narrowed the scope and pulled the trigger on what
I had in May 2021) still looks good.

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2 years agopoke at S.A. email
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2 years agostarting to stitch together "A Hill ..."
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Tue, 15 Feb 2022 16:45:40 +0000 (08:45 -0800)]
starting to stitch together "A Hill ..."

Current thinking (after counsel thought I was too timid, trying to
disguise "Challenges" as not-an-attack, when that's totally what it
is) is that I need to finish the Whole Dumb Story. But you know—it's
mostly already written! I have 20,000 words of scraps and notes (that
got cut from "Sexual Dimorphism" when I ran out of endurance); now I
mostly just need to stitch them together.

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2 years agopull in the coda again??
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 13 Feb 2022 22:57:22 +0000 (14:57 -0800)]
pull in the coda again??

Counsel thinks I'm being too timid ...

I don't know what I'm going to do; I don't know how I can finish this
given the impossible constraints I'm facing.

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2 years agobulleted summary for "Challenges"
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bulleted summary for "Challenges"

I might ask for feedback from counsel and a hostile prereader before
doing an edit pass?

2 years agogapless draft of "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sat, 12 Feb 2022 23:58:10 +0000 (15:58 -0800)]
gapless draft of "Challenges"

Okay! Now I just need to write the summary bullet points (already
started in realtime, if not "Git time", thanks to the Git staging area
and `git add -p`), and do an edit pass, and then I can ask counsel for
political advice on how to publish this thing. (And I need advice,
given how back-and-forth my intuitions are; today I'm not feeling as
hot on the coda-as-LessWrong-comment idea I was talking up in a recent
commit message.)

2 years agotap
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sat, 12 Feb 2022 06:35:32 +0000 (22:35 -0800)]
tap

It's late on a lazy Friday, but tomorrow! We can finish this!

2 years agoI may have figured out what to do with the "Challenges" coda
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sat, 12 Feb 2022 04:46:44 +0000 (20:46 -0800)]
I may have figured out what to do with the "Challenges" coda

Maybe the coda that I didn't want to be part of the main post (because
it was too aggressive, and the Whole Dumb Story kept leaking out into
it) can just be a long comment on the Less Wrong linkpost version.

Then it can be optimized as an explanation why my robot cultists
should care—the main post attacks Yudkowsky's performance, but the
comment can tone the aggression down a bit (needs much editing from
current draft!) while explaining why I think it is a performance—the
explanation of bad faith and the nearest-unblocked strategy game is
something I think they need to hear, and explaining the game here
feels less like spoiling the separate Whole Dumb Story post.

Deconstructing the "Aristotelian binary" snark is better scoped to the
Whole Dumb Story (as explaining why I flipped out in December 2018,
whereas "Challenges" is just addressing the February 2021 post, and
the postscript is just addressing Kolmogorov disclaimer.

2 years agorhetorical ? is less hypocritical than playing dumb; no promises
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Fri, 11 Feb 2022 17:34:22 +0000 (09:34 -0800)]
rhetorical ? is less hypocritical than playing dumb; no promises

I don't want to be open to the charge of playing dumb myself when I
claim not to know how to interpret those words. I can think of other
interpretations!—I just think they're strained and ad hoc, and the
rhetorical question points at this better than claiming ignorance.

I can reference the existence of the Whole Dumb Story without
committing to finish and publish it.

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2 years agoelide the attack in closing graf
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elide the attack in closing graf

2 years agoflip-flop on scope of "Challenges", again?!
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Tue, 8 Feb 2022 02:21:31 +0000 (18:21 -0800)]
flip-flop on scope of "Challenges", again?!

I just saw some Tweet's about MIT philosopher Alex Bryne's new paper
on pronouns, and it makes me feel inspired to get the object-level
finished and published quickly, rather than floundering with the
Impossible-level challenge of my Whole Dumb Story.

2 years ago"Challenges": can't afford to ack real empirical reason
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Mon, 7 Feb 2022 18:24:06 +0000 (10:24 -0800)]
"Challenges": can't afford to ack real empirical reason

Today I'm again flip-flop leaning towards chopping off "Challenges" at
"can't say I wasn't warned", and putting the heavy bad-faith stuff
into "Hill", or possibly a third post?

But again, it's too early to throw in the towel of fatigue just yet; I
can keep drafting to try to make this the best post it can be as
currently envisioned, and then beg counsel for advice on how to split
it up and polish it for public consumption.

Maybe timebox it? What can I come up with before the end of February?

2 years agoSunday drafting "Challenges": protons
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 6 Feb 2022 23:35:14 +0000 (15:35 -0800)]
Sunday drafting "Challenges": protons

2 years agoSaturday drafting "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 6 Feb 2022 04:13:17 +0000 (20:13 -0800)]
Saturday drafting "Challenges"

I started too late in the day and checked Twitter too much, but I did
end up shaping some paragraphs?

The challenge level of this writing task is impossible (when you
strike at a king, you must kill him) and I feel like I'm never going
to finish. But I don't need to think about publishing yet—I can even
draft this and "A Hill" in parallel and show them both to counsel
before pulling the trigger on publishing! How many more weeks could
that take?

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I haven't been brave enough to write, and it's already past fifteen on
a Saturday. Can I make up for lost time?

I don't need to be scared. For now, I'm writing for myself, and I'll
let counsel advise me on whether to pull the trigger on
publishing. But first, I need something to show counsel.

2 years agochanged my mind again re: scope of "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sat, 5 Feb 2022 18:08:51 +0000 (10:08 -0800)]
changed my mind again re: scope of "Challenges"

I think I was (still) flinching away from attacking the Caliph; and
because of that, I thought the analysis of politics belongs in the
somber memoir-post, rather than this critical post. But there's just
so much good stuff in this coda, and it is focused on the comments on
the Feburary '21 post, so it belong here. My job now is to make this
the best draft post it can be; I can always soften it or hold back
parts of it later, on advice of counsel.

2 years agocheck in; yank extended political analysis from "Challenges" to "Hill"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Fri, 4 Feb 2022 18:39:44 +0000 (10:39 -0800)]
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Today I'm feeling like the really heavy bad-faith stuff belongs in a
dedicated capstone post, not as a coda to my not letting him have the
last word about pronoun conventions.

2 years agocheck in notes: yank 50% prediction comment to email draft
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Tue, 1 Feb 2022 20:09:30 +0000 (12:09 -0800)]
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2 years agonibble at "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Tue, 1 Feb 2022 20:09:18 +0000 (12:09 -0800)]
nibble at "Challenges"

2 years ago"Challenges": bridge to summary of the Whole Dumb Story
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Mon, 31 Jan 2022 22:00:58 +0000 (14:00 -0800)]
"Challenges": bridge to summary of the Whole Dumb Story

2 years agoSunday drafting "Challenges": pro- and anti-social bad faith gambits
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Mon, 31 Jan 2022 04:04:28 +0000 (20:04 -0800)]
Sunday drafting "Challenges": pro- and anti-social bad faith gambits

I got distracted by Twitter today, but I also got some writing done.

2 years agoSaturday drafting "Challenges" (session 2): outlining ahead
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 30 Jan 2022 05:09:50 +0000 (21:09 -0800)]
Saturday drafting "Challenges" (session 2): outlining ahead

largely generating rough text that I can continue to sculpt into
better paragraphs

2 years agoSaturday drafting "Challenges" (session 1): on bad faith
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sat, 29 Jan 2022 19:53:55 +0000 (11:53 -0800)]
Saturday drafting "Challenges" (session 1): on bad faith

2 years agocheck in for a clean slate tomorrow
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sat, 29 Jan 2022 06:41:36 +0000 (22:41 -0800)]
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I had a critical wilpower failure today. Tomorrow is All Writing.

2 years agoFriday morning drafting "Challenges": bad faith
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Fri, 28 Jan 2022 18:30:34 +0000 (10:30 -0800)]
Friday morning drafting "Challenges": bad faith

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2 years agoThursday evening drafting "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Fri, 28 Jan 2022 07:31:07 +0000 (23:31 -0800)]
Thursday evening drafting "Challenges"

Is 500 words a good day? (If the day also includes an honest day's
dayjobbing and a _Star Trek: Prodigy_ watchparty?)

No. A good day is when we finish and publish this albatross.

2 years agoThursday morning drafting "Challenges": "A Rational Argument"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Thu, 27 Jan 2022 19:56:34 +0000 (11:56 -0800)]
Thursday morning drafting "Challenges": "A Rational Argument"

Last Thursday went OK (between writing and dayjob and takeout and
_Star Trek: Prodigy_) and there's still time for this one to be even
better, not just "OK"!!

2 years agocheck in for clean repo for more progress
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Thu, 27 Jan 2022 16:38:53 +0000 (08:38 -0800)]
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If Wednesday was meh in several ways, that says nothing about today!

2 years agoTuesday morning drafting "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Tue, 25 Jan 2022 19:32:22 +0000 (11:32 -0800)]
Tuesday morning drafting "Challenges"

Keep the momentum

2 years agoMonday morning drafting "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Mon, 24 Jan 2022 18:39:05 +0000 (10:39 -0800)]
Monday morning drafting "Challenges"

A new week! We can finish this, and perform well at my dayjob

2 years ago"Challenges": a couple tweaks before retiring for the night
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 23 Jan 2022 06:45:33 +0000 (22:45 -0800)]
"Challenges": a couple tweaks before retiring for the night

The prime symbol doesn't actually seem to render differently from the
apostrophe (and actually makes searching-in-file for that passage a
lot harder), but it's the principle of the thing.

Don't overload the word "reasons" in the same sentence.

"Simultaneously ... also" is less redundantly pleonastic than
"Simultaneously ... at the same time".

The "psychologically abusive" charge is entirely justified.

2 years agoSaturday drafting "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Sun, 23 Jan 2022 06:04:09 +0000 (22:04 -0800)]
Saturday drafting "Challenges"

There was a lot of goofing off today, but also a decent amount of
writing—I have the shape of where I want the coda to go, and found a
solution for how to keep the scope of this piece narrow (rather than
hints of the Whole Dumb Story to be told in "Hill of Validity" leaking
out here)

I ordered pizza but I deserved it

2 years agocheck in (clean slate for Saturday)
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I had a lot of trouble doing things yesterday; chores are piling up,
and I even still have some dayjob work that it would be embarrassing
to not have finished by Monday morning. But Today could be
Different. Will Today be Different? O future reader of `git log`, you
know the answer! Some would say that, in my own way, so do I.

2 years agoThursday evening poke
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Fri, 21 Jan 2022 07:56:58 +0000 (23:56 -0800)]
Thursday evening poke

2 years agoThursday morning drafting "Challenges"
M. Taylor Saotome-Westlake [Thu, 20 Jan 2022 18:31:29 +0000 (10:31 -0800)]
Thursday morning drafting "Challenges"

Okay, we did a little bit of writing here, and then I'm going to work
really hard at my dayjob all day, and then I'll get some more writing
done in the evening, and then I can celebrate by eating Chinese food
and watching _Star Trek: Prodigy_. It's going to be great!

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