6 And everything around her is a silver pool of light<br/>
7 The people who surround her feel the benefit of it<br/>
9 She holds you captivated in her palm<br/>
12 Suddenly I see (suddenly I see)<br/>
13 This is what I want to be<br/>
14 Suddenly I see (suddenly I see)<br/>
15 Why the hell it means so much to me<br/>
18 <p>—KT Tunstall, "Suddenly I See"</p>
21 _Seemingly_ hazardous but actually careful and humane thoughts about gender, social science, and epistemology, by a man who aspires to something more. Featuring a special focus on the phenomenon of _autogynephilia_ ("love of oneself as a woman") in males, and the project of reformulating liberal-feminist and queer-theoretic goals for a universe where evolution actually happened, introspection doesn't work, and Bayesian reasoning continues to work even when some of the hypotheses are about people.
23 I know that my opsec is _really really bad_ and that [pseudonyms don't work anyway](http://blogs.wsj.com/digits/2010/08/04/the-information-that-is-needed-to-identify-you-33-bits/), but please don't doxx me. (That is, because my current best guess is that it's instrumentally useful for my gender blogging to take place under a different brand from my personal life and other work, I ask for the social courtesy that discussion of posts published under this name should only refer to this name, even though my real/meatspace name is probably not that hard to find.) Thanks! <span style="color: #E00040;">♥♥</span>
25 I warmly welcome polite inquiries at [_ultimatelyuntruethought@gmail.com_](mailto:ultimatelyuntruethought@gmail.com).