3 > "My dear, let us hope it is not true; but, if it is true, let us hope it will not become generally known."
5 > —[probably apocryphal](http://quoteinvestigator.com/2011/02/09/darwinism-hope-pray/) reaction to Darwin's theory of natural selection
7 > "—but if one hundred thousand straights can turn up, to show their support for the gay community, why can't you?"
9 > I said wearily, "Because every time I hear the word _community_, I know I'm being manipulated. If there is such a thing as _the gay community_, I'm certainly not a part of it. As it ahppens, I don't want to spend my life watching _gay and lesbian_ television channels, using _gay and lesbian_ new systems ... or going to _gay and lesbian_ street parades. It's all so ... proprietary. You'd think there was a multinational corporation who had the franchise rights on homosexuality. ANd if you don't _market the product_ their way, you're some kind of second-class, inferior, bootleg, unauthorized queer."
11 > —"Cocoon" by Greg Egan
13 > I knew the mass of men conceal'd
14 > Their thoughts, for fear that if reveal'd
15 > They would by other men be met
16 > With blank indifference, or with blame reprov'd;
17 > I knew they liv'd and mov'd
18 > Trick'd in disguises, alien to the rest
19 > Of men, and alien to themselves—and yet
20 > The same heart beats in every human breast!
22 > "The Buried Life" by Matthew Arnold
24 > All should be laid open to you without reserve, for there is not a truth existing which I fear, or would wish unknown to the whole world
28 > Ultimately every examined life can be interpreted as a disaster; looking closely enough we can always discover psychological and social forces that provide fuel for unlimited rage. [...] But no life can transcend its own disasters unless it celebrates its uniqueness and contributes that which only it can contribute. Life is perverted if one is constantly reacting, never initiating, but always allowing rage to define it.
30 > —Steven Goldberg, _Why Men Rule: A Theory of Male Dominance_
34 (An Infovist's Advisory)
35 > I said, "The truth is whatever you can get away with."
37 > "No, that's journalism. The truth is whatever you can't escape."
39 > —_Distress_ by Greg Egan
41 (Simple Models Plus Noise Are Better ...)
42 > The study of psychology is a violation of my privacy.
44 > —[@InstanceOfClass](https://twitter.com/InstanceOfClass/status/296450595420778497)
46 (response to hate mail)
47 > And believe me I am still alive
48 > I'm doing science and I'm still alive
49 > I feel fantastic and I'm still alive
50 > While you're dying I'll be still alive
51 > And when you're dead I will be still alive
53 > —_Portal_ end credits song
56 > You sound so innocent
57 > All full of good intent
58 > You swear you know best
59 > But you expect me to
60 > Jump up on board with you
61 > And ride off into your delusional sunset
63 > —"King of Anything" by Sara Bareilles
65 (Collective Guilt, Collective Shame)
66 > "My taxon, right or wrong; if right, to be kept right; and if wrong, to be set right."
68 > —Carl Shurz (paraphrased)
70 (Blanchard's Dangerous Idea)
71 > If you could only know
74 > —[_Steven Universe_ extended theme](https://youtu.be/H23rpzOAIzQ?t=48s)
76 (sex differences are the right thing to deny)
77 > Some mommies are ranchers, or poetry makers
78 > Or doctors or teachers, or cleaners or bakers
79 > Some mommies drive taxis, or sing on TV
80 > Yeah, mommies can be almost anything they want to be!
82 > (Well, they can't be grandfathers
85 > —"Parents Are People", _Free to Be You and Me_
87 (The Gender Czar's Compromise)
88 > Should array indices start at 0 or 1? My compromise of 0.5 was rejected without, I thought, proper consideration.
92 (critiquing Julia Serano on trans being natural)
93 > Because it's going to be the future soon
94 > And I won't always be this way
95 > When the things that make me weak and strange
98 > —"The Future Soon" by Jonathan Coulton
100 (how long can the lie endure?? what happens when it all falls down?)
101 > It's time to put an end to this deception
103 > When the whole thing is at an end
104 > And you learn that it's just pretend
105 > You'll cry "Deception"
107 > —"Deception", _Jem_
109 > Ooh-bi-doo, I wanna be like you
110 > I want to walk like you, talk like you, too
111 > You see it's true, an ape like me
112 > Can learn to be like you, too
114 > —"I Wanna Be Like You", _The Jungle Book_
117 Moliere on "dormative virtue"
119 (Blanchard's Dangerous Idea)
121 > The man has only one look, for Christ's sake! Crossdresser, demigirl, trans woman? They're the _same people_!
123 > Doesn't anyone notice this? I feel like I'm taking crazy pills!
125 > —[_Zoolander_](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbKBWtoH93Q) (paraphrased)
127 > Perhaps someday we [...] will be able to forthrightly acknowledge the paraphilic hand we were dealt and play that hand without equivocation or apology.
129 > —Anne Lawrence, _Men Trapped in Men's Bodies_
131 (The Hand I Was Dealt)
132 > Well this is the one that I had to write, it's like a
133 > A letter of love with no love left out
135 > —"Dying to Begin" by Stretch Princess
137 (The Hand I Was Dealt?)
138 > I'll write my way out
139 > Write everything down, far as I can see
140 > I'll write my way out
141 > Overwhelm them with honesty
142 > This is the eye of the hurricane
143 > This is the only way I can protect my legacy
145 > —"Hurricane", _Hamilton_
148 > The other side of me
149 > I'm just like anybody else, can't you tell
152 > The girl that I want you to know
153 > If only I could show
154 > The other side, the other side, the other side of me
156 > —"The Other Side of Me" by Hannah Montana
159 > I would be your girl
161 > —"The One That Got Away" by Katy Perry
165 Less obviously fitting—
167 > Knowing his occupation and observing him briefly and superficially were sufficient, together, for me to guess confidently about aspects of Edwin's life that he never mentioned. I know what he was like as a boy. I know what kind of person he is sexually attracted to. I know what kinds of activities interest him and what kinds do not. I am least sure what he will look like five years from now.
169 > —J. Michael Bailey, _The Man Who Would Be Queen: the Science of Gender-Bending and Transsexualism_, Preface
171 > I cannot believe my eyes
172 > How the world's filled with filth and lies
173 > But it's plain to see
177 > —"My Eyes", _Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog_
179 > "I will destroy you and steal your fiancé, booty booty booty booty rocking everywhere!"
181 > —[from](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AF2HCgzxMDA) _Friendship Is Witchcraft_, "Foaly Matripony"
183 > And there's a fine, fine line
184 > Between what you wanted
186 > You've got to go after the things you want
187 > While you're still in your prime
189 > —"There's a Fine, Fine Line", _Avenue Q_
191 > I know there's more that's out there
192 > And I just haven't found it yet
193 > I know there's more that's out there
194 > Another me I haven't met
196 > —"What More Is Out There", _My Little Pony Equestria Girls: Friendship Games_
198 > I don't give a damn about my reputation
199 > You're living in the past it's a new generation
200 > A girl can do what she wants to do
201 > And that's what I'm gonna do
203 > —"Bad Reputation" by Joan Jett
205 > "The Order of Silent Confessors exists in the hope that, so long as humanity is sane, it can make choices in accordance with its true desires. Thus there is our Order dedicated _only_ to that, and sworn not to interfere in politics. So you will spend more time discussing this scenario, my lords, my ladies, and only then generate solutions. And then ... you will decide."
207 > —[_Three Worlds Collide_](http://lesswrong.com/lw/y6/war_andor_peace_28/) by Eliezer Yudkowsky
209 > The realization blasted through Harry like a vast dam breaking, releasing out all its water, bursting through his mind in an irresistible flood that swept everything away.
211 > There is only one reality that generates all of the observations.
213 > If different observations seem to point in incompatible directions, it means the true hypothesis is one you haven't thought of yet.
215 > —_Harry Potter and the Methods of Rationality_ by Eliezer Yudkowsky
217 > I don't want to sabotage you
218 > But you see, I've got to try
220 > —"I'll Fly", _My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic_
222 > Sometimes the things you want
223 > Are not the things you need
224 > And it was right there in front of me
226 > —"Right There in Front of Me", _My Little Pony Equestria Girls: Friendship Games_
228 http://www.orwell.ru/library/essays/politics/english/e_polit/