+[TODO: interacting with the outpatient program]
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+[TODO I interact more with Vassar
+ * 22–23 February—
+ * he asks for my phone number
+ * I messed up by revealing secret info to Michael (I can say _that_ I messed up a secret, without revealing what the secret was)
+ * Michael says that he can easily keep committments; "I'm not being sloppy and accidentally defecting against the generalized optimization for secrecy, I'm actively at war with it."
+ * 28 February "Re: You're really bad at communicating!", nonprofit suggestion
+ * "I really think that fill documentation of your experience would be maximum leverage for your time"— my reply, "Too narcissitic!" (oops!)
+ * Between my checking and brokerage account, I have ~$97K to play with
+ * "rationalist community health check?? asking for one bit of advice"
+ * going through a "Having a nervous breakdown, suddenly understanding all the things Michael has been trying to tell me for eight years that I didn't understand at the time, and subsequently panicking and running around yelling at everyone because I'm terrified of the rationalist community degenerating into just another arbitrary Bay Area humanist cult when we were supposed to be the Second Scientific Revolution" phase of my intellectual development
+ * nice people doing their jobs
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