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+
+cathartic—
+Napoleon
+70s denialists had it right
+
+
+pages—
+compile papers
+
+web chores—
+What's going on with caching behavior??
+Is everything getting an index page that should?
+How do I measure traffic?
+configure server with user
+configure scheduled posting with cron
+Git mirror on server
+
+----
+
+Getting It Right the First Time
+Psychological Theories Predict Behavior, Not Just Self-Reports
+My Delusional Paraphilia Is the Best Delusional Paraphilia in the World
+Dual-Role Transvestism for the 21st Century
+Passing Is Legitimacy, Legitimacy Is Passing (I pass as college educated)
+All Men Benefit From Patriarchy
+game-theory; you can't take away transition technology; if you say it can only be used for dysphoria and not fetish, that creates an enormous incentive for self-delusion; maybe _after_ the trans rights movement has won, _then_ suddenly people will feel free to be non-delusional
+
+
+> If you want to make your stupid dream real, you need to have a realistic picture of the world. If you want a society in which men and women have the same brain, or one in which feminism actually works, you would have to make it so, with advanced biological engineering. John Varley writes fiction: so did Joanna Russ.
+https://westhunt.wordpress.com/2015/12/12/internal-contradictions/
+
+my upsetness at trans activists not respecting _my_ lived experience as AGP is reminicent of narcisstic rage in ppl hwo
+
+
+> Knowing his occupation and observing him briefly and superficially were sufficient, together, for me to guess confidently about aspects of Edwin's life that he never mentioned. I know what he was like as a boy. I know what kind of person he is sexually attracted to. I know what kinds of activities interest him and what kinds do not. I am least sure what he will look like five years from now.
+
+—J. Michael Bailey, _The Man Who Would Be Queen: the Science of Gender-Bending and Transsexualism_, Preface
+
+because we're not narcissists http://elegantgatheringofwhitesnows.com/?p=2270
+
+
+quote Frozen on not being the right person to write this blog
+Don't let them in,
+don't let them see
+Be the good girl you always have to be
+Conceal, don't feel,
+don't let them know
+Well now they know
+