check in against self-deception

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 marked TODO blocks—
-- Boston [pt. 5]
-✓ I wish Richard Feynman was trans [pt. 2]
-- social justice and defying threats [pt. 5]
-- Jessica's experience at MIRI and CfAR [pt. 5]
+- Boston [pt. 6]
+- social justice and defying threats [pt. 6]
+- Jessica's experience at MIRI and CfAR [pt. 6]
 _ last email and not bothering him [pt. 6]
 _ autogenderphilia (in-line section) [pt. 4]
 _ New York [pt. 6]
@@ -31,10 +30,13 @@ _ lead-in to Sept. 2021 Twitter altercation [pt. 6]
 _ regrets, wasted time, conclusion [pt. 6]
 
 not even blocked—
+_ "Even our pollution is beneficial" [pt. 6]
+_ Scott Aaronson on the blockchain of science [pt. 6]
+_ "Why are you a boy?" [pt. 4]
 _ Re: on legitimacy and the entrepreneur; or, continuing the attempt to spread my sociopathic awakening onto Scott [pt. 2 somewhere]
 _ running away to Burlingame; Hamilton tickets
-_ "Even our pollution is beneficial"
 _ include Wilhelm "Gender Czar" conversation? [pt. 2]
+_ "EA" brand ate the "rationalism" brand—even visible in MIRI dialogues
 
 bigger blocks—
 _ dath ilan and Eliezerfic fight
@@ -63,11 +65,8 @@ it was actually "wander onto the AGI mailing list wanting to build a really big
 
 
 With internet available—
-✓ Whining-Based Communities
-✓ love to know some positive integer number of plans
-✓ Ione "good things don't cancel out bad things"
-✓ Conversation Halters (re: things that people are motivated to argue about)
-✓ My Way
+_ cover reply to my initial conspiracy complaint about dath ilan?
+_ can text-davinci-003 rewrite sentences like "Dath ilan had ... were commonplace" to be less clunky?
 _ "not hard to find": link to more /r/itsafetish-like anecdotes
 _ compile ancillary KP doctor's notes page and linky
 _ go back and read all the masochism tags: https://www.glowfic.com/replies/search?board_id=&author_id=366&template_id=&character_id=&subj_content=masochism&sort=created_old&condensed=on&commit=Search
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 _ backlink only seen an escort once before (#confided-to-wilhelm)
 
 terms to explain on first mention—
+_ Civilization (context of dath ilan)
 _ Valinor
 _ "Caliphate"
 _ "rationalist"
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 calculating whether I was "net positive"—I don't know what can be said about the relationship between quantum randomness and macroscopic outcomes, but it seems plausible that there are Everett branches where I died from that salivary stone in 2008
 
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+From "My Way"—
 
+> far enough that the art she learned from others fails her, so that she must remake her shattered art in her own image and in the image of her own task. And then tell the rest of us about it.
 
+> But what I’m finding is not just _the_ Way, the thing that lies at the center of the labyrinth; it is also _my_ Way, the path that I would take to come closer to the center, from whatever place I started out.
 
+> I think there will not be a _proper_ Art until _many_ people have progressed to the point of remaking the Art in their own image, and then radioed back to describe their paths.