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+Title: Doubts, Fears, Wishes, Trajectories; Or, Hormones Day 15X
+Date: 2017-09-17
+Category: other
+Tags: HRT diary, not-a-transition
+Status: draft
+
+> Still, my relationships with women were decidedly odd. "What's it _like_ to have breasts?" I'd ask. "How does it _feel_?" It was a question women found baffling.
+>
+> "It doesn't feel like anything," one girl told me. "It feels like having an elbow, a nose, a toe. It just is." I couldn't believe she expected me to believe this. Of all the things I thought being female would feel like, _nothing_ wasn't an answer I had considered.
+>
+> —Jennifer Finney Boylan, _She's Not There: A Life in Two Genders_
+
+It's _possible_ that this was a bad idea.
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+It would be one thing
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+not a terribly practical body part
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+we'll see how I feel when my libido comes back
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+every year or so I go through a phrase
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+(any single cis women reading this, please email me)
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+want to tell you
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