-Title: "I Tell Myself to Let the Story End"
+Title: "I Tell Myself to Let the Story End"; Or, A Hill of Validity in Defense of Meaning
Date: 2020-01-01
-Category: commentary
-Tags: personal
+Category: other
+Tags: personal, my robot cult
Status: draft
> _And I tell myself to let the story end
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> —Sara Barellies, ["Gonna Get Over You"](https://genius.com/Sara-bareilles-gonna-get-over-you-lyrics)
-So, I haven't been doing so well for the past four and a half months.
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-Explaining this will require some context.
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-I've spent basically my entire adult life
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-believed our own propoganda
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-Blanchard ... categories
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-cognitive dissonance
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-smart people clearly know
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-I'll be alright. Just not tonight.