TODO finish before I can vet and ship pt.s 1–3
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-_ "People ..." introduction
-- finish existing 5150 scene scraps
-_ integrate 5150 scene scraps into a coherent section
-_ interacting with the outpatient program
-_ emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence/Cantor
-_ security code drama?? ("Although, speaking of documenting" 2 March)
-_ Vassar discourse
-_ misc. March activities: asking Anna for promise, meeting Jessica, ordering DIY hormones, proposed credit-assignment ritual
+✓ "People ..." introduction
+✓ finish existing 5150 scene scraps
+✓ CCRMC facility note
+✓ footnote about telephone game of "self present"
+✓ interacting with the outpatient program
+✓ Vassar discourse I
+- Vassar discourse II, incl. community health check
+_ emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence/Cantor/Dreger
+_ asking Anna for promise
+_ ordering DIY hormones
+_ proposed credit-assignment ritual
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_ "Roberta" situation
-_ overheating in April, Hamilton purchase, BABSCon
+_ overheating in April, staying at Volterra, Hamilton purchase
+_ BABSCon
_ "my call with Western Psychiatric's Manager of Patient Relations"
_ chat transcript relevant to War on Optimization for Generalized Secrecy
_ final credit assignment ritual
_ "Lenore" psychiatric disaster (not in pt.s 1–3, but I want this drafted before I hit Ben and Jessica)
+pre-edit phase—
+_ footnote about "density of outright falsehoods"
+_ security code drama?? ("Although, speaking of documenting" 2 March)
+_ integrate 5150 scene scraps into a coherent section
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+from the top editing session— bookmark phrase "With the caveated understanding"
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- Eliezerfic fight conclusion
_ Michael Vassar and the Theory of Optimal Gossip
_ plan to reach out to Rick
-_ psych ward
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- regrets, wasted time, conclusion
_ reaction to Ziz
_ lead-in to Sept. 2021 Twitter altercation
_ Dolphin War finish
-bigger blocks—
-_ remaining Feb./Apr. 2017 recent madness
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With internet available—
+_ accuracy/spelling of "Moloch, the god of Carthagean myth"
_ sluggish schizophrenia
_ "mononymic aura" link to Yudkowsky on "aura of destiny"?
_ when were Meeker Four out on bail? how long would they otherwise be held?
_ Yudkowsky's LW moderation policy
far editing tier—
+_ rename "Trent" again (collision with vaticidalprophet Trent)
_ "People": say something about the awkward racial/political dynamics of three of my four anecdotes being about black people? Salient because rare? Salient because of my NRx-pilling?
_ Christmas with Scott: mention the destruction of "voluntary"?
_ Christmas with Scott: mention the grid of points?
_ backlink "again grateful" for doctor's notes
terms to explain on first mention—
+_ inpatient/outpatient
_ NRx
_ TERF?
_ Civilization (context of dath ilan)
me 9 March (Subject: "slowly coming around to you")
> Okay, maybe confusing and hurting the feelings of the nice people doing their jobs is actually acceptable collateral damage in the war against the control system. Or, not a war. An endeavor to map what the control system is in detail, and publish the map on the internet.
+Sat Feb 25 11:46:00 PST 2017
+ which three days could have been longer if it weren't for my quick wit (specifically, the ability, when feeling threatened, to use verbal skills to manipulate social reality rather than describe actual reality), the fact that the other patients/inmates knew the security code, and Michael Vassar's willingness to pretend to be a doctor.\n\nI'm sorry to keep telling this story over and over, but this is analogous to a religious conversion experience (I want people to explicitly engineer social technologies that provide the good parts of traditional religions and institutions, but more fun and without the lies: http://lesswrong.com/lw/5t/can_humanism_match_religions_output/), and I don't have any practice being a missionary! Please bear with me!
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+_The pain won't go away until I write about it._ ("I've got a thick tongue, brimming with the words that go unsung.")
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+JANICE LYNN ALLEY PSYD at 2/21/2017 10:25 AM, ADULT IOP THERAPIST INTAKE EVALUATION
+> Of note, ptt had also reportedly made statements at his workplace that he was suicidal the previous day.
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+re: recent mental health stuff 11/10/17, 6:28 PM
+> As far as I can tell, you all acted in an exemplary fashion. Pressuring your friends to get enough sleep actually makes sense, decision-theoretically ("everyone should get sleep almost every day" is a pretty important schelling fence! It's much easier to coordinate with agents who are on a similar sleep cycle to you!). If I try to hold it against any of you in the future, please refer to this email.
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+Seems significant in light of Jack blaming me for sleep nagging with "Lenore"
+My crazy verbosity: "when I asked what were the ways he thought I could help" → "when I asked how I could help" (cut 5 words)
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