✓ Vassar discourse III
✓ proposed credit-assignment ritual
✓ emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence/Cantor/Dreger
-_ "Roberta" situation
+✓ tie-off
+✓ "Roberta" situation
_ overheating in April, staying at Volterra, Hamilton purchase
_ BABSCon
_ "my call with Western Psychiatric's Manager of Patient Relations"
_ final credit assignment ritual
-_ tie-off
+_ phenotypic capture and memetic identity (insert into pt. 1)
pre-edit phase—
_ footnote about "density of outright falsehoods"
_ security code drama?? ("Although, speaking of documenting" 2 March)
_ integrate 5150 scene scraps into a coherent section
+near editing tier—
+_ "Patient's Rights" or "Patients' Rights"?
+_ mention my "trembling hand" history with secrets, not just that I don't like it
+_ NRx explanation should include the "there's only what won" line
+_ It's not clear anyone he usually respects was making this mistake; it seems likely that the original thread was subtweeting Eric Weinstein, who was not making this mistake
+_ mention flying to Pittsburgh had been brought up
+_ Noether's theorem allusion re "... Boundaries?"
people to consult specifically before pt. 1–3:
-_ Tail (AGP discussion)
-_ "Thomas" (privacy negotiations)
-_ Anna
-_ "Noreen"
-_ "Bill"
-_ "Rebecca" (consent, pseudonym choice)
-_ Alicorn: briefly, and for Melkor Glowfic reference link
-_ Sarah (name mention, whether to name conversation)
-_ Ben/Jessica (Michael)
-_ Scott
-_ Divia?
-_ hostile prereader? (first-choice: April)
+_ hostile prereader? (first-choice: April)
_ professional editor?
-_ Lex?
+
+_ Tail (AGP discussion) [pt. 1]
+_ "Thomas" [blanket]
+_ Anna [blanket]
+_ Sarah (name mention, whether to name conversation) [blanket]
+_ Ben/Jessica (Michael) [blanket]
+_ Scott [blanket]
+_ Divia? (ask if she wants to be mentioned?) [blanket]
+_ "Bill" [blanket]
+_ Sophia [pt. 1-2]
+
+_ "Roberta" [pt. 2]
+_ Alicorn: briefly, and for Melkor Glowfic reference link [pt. 2-3]
+_ "Noreen" [pt. 2]
+_ Lex [pt. 2]
+_ "Rebecca" (consent, pseudonym choice) [pt. 2, not before 15 June]
+
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-from the top editing session— bookmark phrase "Besides writing to tell everyone else about it"
+from the top editing session— bookmark phrase "A trans woman named Sophia"
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With internet available—
-_ double-check https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Feminist_views_on_transgender_topics#Trans-exclusionary_radical_feminists_(TERFs) link
-_ gauche (I almost feel like it should be italicized as a foreign word?)
+_ "All You Zombies"
+_ links to PA hospitals
+_ link to my Facebook posts on Azkaban, prematuring conceding the bet, and correcting the bet record
+_ what did the comments on my Pittsburg/Azkaban post say?
_ check that the Feb. Blanchard Tweet is the one with the screenshot-quote
-_ look up Blanchard's h-index
_ link to Kevin Hsu and James Cantor
_ Is http://www.overcomingbias.com/2011/01/be-a-charity-angel.html the best link for after-the-fact prize funding?
_ P(doom)
-_ find the part of _Stranger in a Strange Land_ with the AGP telepathy!!
_ Michael on OB in 'aught-eight on smart kids internalizing rules meant for the norm of reaction of a dumber population
_ Tweet from Dreger
_ when were Meeker Four out on bail? how long would they otherwise be held?
_ Yudkowsky's LW moderation policy
far editing tier—
-_ NRx explanation should include the "there's only what won" line
-_ explain who Michael Bailey is earlier
_ mention "Beatrice" earlier!!
_ mention "special simulator attention" in cxn with https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ideas_of_reference_and_delusions_of_reference
_ make sure I mention father asking me to wait before re-starting HRT
_ not talking about pivotal acts, downstream of not believing in Speech?
_ Alyssa lying about me [pt. 4]
_ Brian Skyrms??
-_ psych ward [pt. 2]
_ emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence [pt. 2]
_ HRT (non-)effects, and quitting [pt. 2]
_ mr-hire and pre-emptive steelmanning (before meeting LW mods)
_ need to mention Brent's pariah status
_ be clearer about dates in "Wilhelm" conversations??
_ "people with fragile identities" dialogue doesn't fit the flow, probably cut or move
-_ "maximize the number of trans ppl" conversation should briefly sample the guy's bogus conjunction of arguments
_ is the Glowfic author "Lintamande ... they" or "Lintamande ... she"?
_ explain plot of _Planecrash_ better
_ CfAR's AI pivot??
_ explain MOPs better
_ also had back-and-forth with "Noreen" on 8 Feb in Rob's thread!!
_ Motta-Mena and Puts probability-of-gynephilia-by-intersex-condition graph, re trans kids on the margin
-_ what exactly goes in the December 2019 blogging spree §?
_ "Noreen" discussion needs to cover the part where I'd cause less disruption if I transitioned
_ "Noreen"'s girlfriend definitely needs to be mentioned
_ get exact dates and correct Sequencing on late 2016 conversations
_ Yudkowsky's "Is someone trolling?" comment as counterevidence to narcissim
_ "typographical attack surface" isn't clear
_ voting reputation section is weak, needs revision
-_ edit "still published under a pseudonym" remark in "A Hill"
_ incoprorate "downvote Eliezer in their head" remark from Jessica's memoir
_ explain the "if the world were at stake" Sword of Good reference better
_ D. also acknowledged AGP
_ re-read a DALL-E explanation and decide if I think it's less scary now
_ Scott Aaronson on the blockchain of science https://scottaaronson.blog/?p=6821
_ footnote previous race-IQ baiting on "why do I keep bringing this up"
-_ mention my "trembling hand" history with secrets, not just that I don't like it
_ https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/yaCwW8nPQeJknbCgf/free-speech-and-triskaidekaphobic-calculators-a-reply-to as part of December 2019 blogging streak
-_ It's not clear anyone he usually respects was making this mistake; it seems likely that the original thread was subtweeting Eric Weinstein, who was not making this mistake
_ "I Wish You Well" as breakup song
_ the function of privacy norms is to protect you from people who want to selectively reveal information to hurt you, so it makes sense that I'm particularly careful about Yudkowsky's privacy and not Scott's, because I totally am trying to hurt Yudkowsky (this also protects me from the charge that by granting more privacy to Yudkowsky than Scott, I'm implying that Yudkowsky said something more incriminating; the difference in treatment is about _me_ and my expectations, rather than what they may or may not have said when I tried emailing them); I want it to be clear that I'm attacking him but not betraying him
_ acknowledge that
_ tie off Anna's plot arc?
_ explain earlier that my practice of "throw money at things" also applied to my friendship with Anna
_ mention my robot cult history (I've been here since the late 'aughts)
-_ ask Anna what she meant by "soldiers in an ambulance"; I was going to write up an explanation for Ben, but I don't seem to remember
_ quote one more "Hill of Meaning" Tweet emphasizing fact/policy distinction
_ conversation with Ben about physical injuries (this is important because it explains where the "cut my dick off rhetoric" came from)
_ context of his claim to not be taking a stand
-_ clarify "Merlin didn't like Vassar" example about Mike's name
_ being friends with Anna desipite being political enemies (~May 2019)
_ rephrase "gamete size" discussion to make it clearer that Yudkowsky's proposal also implicitly requires people to be agree about the clustering thing
_ smoother transition between "deliberately ambiguous" and "was playing dumb"; I'm not being paranoid for attributing political motives to him, because he told us that he's doing it
Seems significant in light of Jack blaming me for sleep nagging with "Lenore"
-My crazy verbosity: "when I asked what were the ways he thought I could help" → "when I asked how I could help" (cut 5 words)
+My crazy verbosity: "when I asked 'what were the ways he thought' I could help" → "when I asked 'how' I could help" (cut 5 words)
+"they 'don't know how to interpret observations of' someone not buying it" → "they're 'incapable of seeing' someone not buying it (cut 4 words)
"Circling" meta-trainwreck was weeks before appealing to Said to critique Jessica's thing; in retrospect, that was probably causal (even if I wasn't thinking at the time, "I wouldn't be emailing Said if it weren't for that trainwreck thread)
> I do not think a sane society could deal with 3% of males transitioning [...] I can't quite visualize what such a world would look like
me—
> It looks like my social circle. (This is why I'm worried about suboptimal social norms getting locked in for the wrong reasons—what's fashionable in Berkeley in year X is likely to be mainstream in year X+20.)
+
+in the hotel room, Michael got up to go to the bathroom, I thought the noise was specifically timed to prevent me from hearing something that I shouldn't
+
+[something perfectly innocent about math and dolphins](https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/esRZaPXSHgWzyB2NL/where-to-draw-the-boundaries) that wouldn't have seemed remotely controversial in 2009, and therefore, by [Noether's theorem](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noether%27s_theorem#Time_invariance), can't be remotely controversial in 2019
+
+as long as energy is conserved.
+
+I conflated "feminist" with the kind of woman I want
+
+https://status451.com/2017/11/05/i-see-trad-people/
+my moral compass puts me to the right of the politically vocal tech nerds, especially the more androgynous type of tech nerd
+
+(There had been a moment during my psych imprisonment the other month, when I had noticeable diffculty dialing a phone. I was still a _person_, even when not all of my usual cognitive abilities were online.)
+
+The fact that I ghosted on music lessons from "Tricky" for being nonbinary, is an example of phenotypic capture ruining everything
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