TODO finish before I can vet and ship pt.s 1–3
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✓ "People ..." introduction
-- finish existing 5150 scene scraps
-_ integrate 5150 scene scraps into a coherent section
+✓ finish existing 5150 scene scraps
_ interacting with the outpatient program
+_ Vassar discourse
_ emailing Blanchard/Bailey/Hsu/Lawrence/Cantor
_ security code drama?? ("Although, speaking of documenting" 2 March)
-_ Vassar discourse
+_ integrate 5150 scene scraps into a coherent section
_ misc. March activities: asking Anna for promise, meeting Jessica, ordering DIY hormones, proposed credit-assignment ritual
_ "Roberta" situation
-_ overheating in April, Hamilton purchase, BABSCon
+_ overheating in April, staying at Volterra, Hamilton purchase, BABSCon
_ "my call with Western Psychiatric's Manager of Patient Relations"
_ chat transcript relevant to War on Optimization for Generalized Secrecy
_ final credit assignment ritual
me 9 March (Subject: "slowly coming around to you")
> Okay, maybe confusing and hurting the feelings of the nice people doing their jobs is actually acceptable collateral damage in the war against the control system. Or, not a war. An endeavor to map what the control system is in detail, and publish the map on the internet.
+Sat Feb 25 11:46:00 PST 2017
+ which three days could have been longer if it weren't for my quick wit (specifically, the ability, when feeling threatened, to use verbal skills to manipulate social reality rather than describe actual reality), the fact that the other patients/inmates knew the security code, and Michael Vassar's willingness to pretend to be a doctor.\n\nI'm sorry to keep telling this story over and over, but this is analogous to a religious conversion experience (I want people to explicitly engineer social technologies that provide the good parts of traditional religions and institutions, but more fun and without the lies: http://lesswrong.com/lw/5t/can_humanism_match_religions_output/), and I don't have any practice being a missionary! Please bear with me!
+_The pain won't go away until I write about it._ ("I've got a thick tongue, brimming with the words that go unsung.")
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