flip-flop on "Challenges" coda, again?!?

After pulling the trigger on posting something yesterday and getting a
fighty comment from Tail, I feel more alive than I have in months of
not-publishing. This makes me lean (again) towards publishing without
the coda. Maybe counsel is right that I'm being too timid—optimizing
for me having permssion to have said the thing, rather than being
heard. I had thought, then (though I may have been lying to myself),
that the solution was to finish the Whole Dumb Story first, so that I
could feel comfortable attacking.

But I don't think that's the right way for me to finish healing. I
think I need to pull the trigger on publishing something, and
finishing up the object-level is the right place to start.