I ineffectually tell myself to write

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 But within a couple years, I also developed this beautiful pure sacred self-identity thing, where I was also having a lot of non-sexual thoughts about being a girl. Just—little day-to-day thoughts. Like when I would write in my pocket notebook as my female analogue. Or when I would practice swirling the descenders on all the lowercase letters that had descenders [(_g_, _j_, _p_, _y_, _z_)](/images/handwritten_phrase_jazzy_puppy.jpg) because I thought my handwriting look more feminine. [TODO: another anecdote]
 
+The beautiful pure sacred self-identity thing doesn't _feel_ explicitly erotic.
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+http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2016/07/concerns/
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 Now, of course I had _heard of_ there being such a thing as transsexualism. 
 
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